worst

Saturday, November 01, 2008 | 0 Comments

1st of November wasnt such a good day for me.
I couldnt tell anybody, because they wont care. I know they wont. Except maybe Winda because she knew how it felt and usually her words help.

i know now that holding your breath calms you. well me.
i wish my heart could just get out of my body and beats on its own. im effing tired.

doll

Sunday, October 26, 2008 | 0 Comments



my new friend. i dont care how shitty i look here! that boy is sooooooooooo cute.
and I dont even know his name..... ahhahaha love.

Burnt

Sunday, October 26, 2008 | 0 Comments

I'm back from Bali.
I'm back to the old routines.
Tomorrow's Economics.
Lazy as f.

fresh air

Friday, October 24, 2008 | 0 Comments

"Do not be surprised if your road to romance takes a little bit of a detour today -- but you cannot let yourself become disheartened about it. Just roll with it. The changes you will be going through over the next several days will be for the best, no matter how icky they feel at the time. Stay hopeful and stay cheerful. The image you project to the outside world will eventually come back to you and give you a genuine feeling of joyous and positive emotions."
10/24/2008

I'm off to Bali tomorrow morning. First flight. I'm looking forward to this trip, although it's only for 3 days but at least I get to get away from Jakarta's chaos. Almira and I promised that we will not talk about M or D for as long as this trip lasts. I hope it helps a little. As you all know, I need rehab. But not like drugs or alcohol rehab.
Blah. I dont feel like writing. I want to read.
Oh, oh, I've been reading this book called 'Wasted'. I'm a little bit scared when I read it, because I can't imagine someone actually went through those stuff.
The next book : The Glass Castle (if i'm not mistaken)

Crappy semester

Wednesday, October 22, 2008 | 0 Comments

Oh I'm so used to last semester's friends and schedule, I hate this semester. I wish it could go faster.

First thing that disappointed me : The fact that MWB seperated Nanad, Nita and I with Sasha and Winda and Santi. And the fact that we couldnt trade days.
Second : the fact that John wont be teaching Communication Skills.
Third : I have two classes in one day.
Fourth : No more Rachel, Annora, and Arlene :( :(
Fifth : I'm damned.

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