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Today's lyrics of the day:
"Love is here
Love is now
Love is flowing from his hand, from his brow

Love is near
It sattisfies
Stream of mercy flowing from his side"

It's offical! I've moved! But unfortunately, I still don't have an internet connection so I'm doing the updates from my phone. Not really comfortable.. I have tons of thing I want to write, but I guess later.

Today's lyrics of the day:

Today's lyrics of the day:

Today's lyrics of the day:

Phew, I just got home from my new house, cleaning up and putting stuff. So tired, but totally worth the energy. I got cramps from it too.
Oh, and by the way.. I'm in love with Bayside and Copeland's new album! You should check them out.. and buy. They're awesome! not like *coughlakilakisukaperempuan* with their standard songs. ^^v

I'm gonna go take a shower now.
:)

I miss her :'(

Hello!
I just watched This Christmas, and it's awesome! I can't believe I missed it last year!

Economics was fun today, its the same as usual no real lectures, it's just like free-time. One week before the mid test, I don't know how am i going to learn all of those chapters ^^ Oh another news, now since Karl (the teacher) just turned into a moslem.. he has a moslem name... Akbar. BooYay. By the way there's this tiny thing that happened to me that destroyed my last hours in school. Well, we (Me, Winda, Sasha, Erica, Michelle, Riska, and Karl) were sitting at the cafetaria watching TL's music video on mtv.. and as soon as the video was finished.. Guess what played after it? Yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup, you guessed it *coughlakilakisukaperempuancough* I stormed out of the room, of course. And seriously, the hearbeats and all were freaking me out. I mean, I was so weak. When they came back to the class Winda said that Karl said "he's so white! he's pale!" etc, etc. Man, I should've been there! That would be hillarious!

Enough chit chat I'm starting to get dizzy again..
Oh, and one more thing for that group.... Make a new song PLEASE. and one that's trully amazing. not the one-kind rhythm kind of thing. I'd love to hear that.
Write something about me, that's interesting. Haha. Just kidding.

Well, well, well, today was mom's birthday and i loved it.
that's all I'm going to say for now.. This whole computer radiation is making me dizzy!
I'll write when I'm feeling absolutely better! which i hope is soon!

Worse news.. I'm not getting better. Its all because of my Stupid stomache. I'll tell you the real name when I get a dictionary. Wee. I got dizzy just from typing on this shitty phone.

Right now, I'm watching Ariel 3.

Bad news :( I'm sick.. I haven't been sick since....... I don't know, few months. And I feel terrible!

By the way, I've just finished watching Christmas movies. And I cried... Hahaha, yes I did. I'm such a dork! I bought like 5 christmas movies to watch until christmas! I cant wait until December!

"When did we think that this would be easy?
We must have been out of our minds
We were holding so tight
It just slipped through our fingers
But we won't let go"

Blah, it's only 2.12 pm but I'm already tired as hell! And I'm very, very hungry, I haven't had any breakfast or lunch. My stomach is on strike.

I haven't really done anything today, beside going to gym, so I'm going to talk about yesterday.
So after I got back from Starbucks, Oakwood (just to sit and talk with Winda), my house seemed empty and quiet. I was about to go to my room when my mother called me, I looked in her room, but she wasn't there, I thought I was hallucinating, and my mother came out from my sister's room. Turns out she's playing computer games in my sister's room -.- and I joined her. Haha. we ended up playing a mystery hunt games for 3 hours, and had to stop because we're too dizzy to continue.
Later that day, I went to Cilandak Town Square for some dinner. And convinced my dad to buy me a book and a christmas tree (like in my post before). I was quiet in the car because I got too carried away with my book. And my dad said "You're so quiet. Book it's like your pacifier, and you're the baby." And then my mom said "It's all our fault though, we bought her a set of books (POLDI!!!!!) when she was two." and they told me about how I always bring a book with me when I'm going to the toilet even though I can't read it and how I could remember every story that my mother read to me.

So it was all good, my parents should know I'll grow up to be a bookworm!

Wow, I cant believe it's only a month (plus a few days) until christmas! I'm so excited! I just got back from Ace Hardware and saw all the pretty christmas trees and silly looking Santa's. I made my dad promised to buy me a mini (or if I'm lucky the medium) christmas tree to put in our new house. I cant wait to move! My mom and dad said that we could move this Sunday. But, I really doubt that..

I'm going to end this post, but 1 thing I want to say to you-know-who:

I can't sleep, again, no wonder, of course. Maybe I should stay in a car because I'll fall asleep easier. All the motion and sounds always makes me so sleepy.
I haven't had dinner. Which is sad because I'm now starving. And there's no yogurt left.

I was going through my old posts and realized I had the best time in August, and since September, my life went down-hill. So I rewind my memories trying to find the reason I'm totally happy, and that's my friend, because I prayed almost everyday. Yup, that's true, come to think of it, I was a really good girl. And I didn't sleep at night, which is how I like it. I fell asleep at 1 pm, woke up at 12 am, and fall asleep again sometimes in the pm. And I really liked it that way, I have more energy if I didn't sleep. It's crazy, but it's true. Mom thought I was consuming way too much coffee and that was the thing that kept me up and running. Hahaha.

By the way, there's something really, really, really important I need to tell you.
MJ needs a surgery. 3 surgeries. :(
There's a hole in his back and both of his armpits. (I feel like laughing). And I need to perform an emergency surgery to sew the holes back up. Unfortunately, my sewing skills are not that good, bad actually. My mom once told me, that I was (_) this close for not GRADUATING PRE-K. Hahahahahahhahaha, that's because my sewing skills were a mess! I hope my mom was making that stuff up.

Sweet.

2. Place You Want To Travel To

Boston.

3. Your Favorite Place

"Home is anywhere our family is together"

mashed potatoes.

blue and purple!

7. Favorite Piece Of Clothing

Australian Soundwave '09 Ticket.
Plane ticket.
MIBT's tuition fees.
Accomodation.
Books.

My, oh my, I've been so careless I forgot what I posted here months and months ago. Damn. I should check these things more often. As you may, or may not, notice there's two posts missing. I'm sure you don't notice, but yes I've deleted two posts that I regret posting. But there's one I'm going to re-do.

Today was a very interesting day... Economic was great! No, it's not because I understand the subject, I still don't.. But, I don't know, its just fun. Karl's class always turns out to be fun. Especially marketing in last semester. Man, I miss it.

Keeping my fingers tight for tomorrow's presentation!
I actually have something meaningful to say.... But........ I can't remember it :)

I'm not all ears. I have mouth too.
And just like any other mouth, it wants to be listened.

Oh yes, the title... that's the truth. I've never been this glad to go to school and see the lecturer talking on and on and on. And surprisingly, I can't wait until morning comes and go to Economics. No matter how shitty that subject could be.

Weekend? Well, yesterday was amazing! I had so much fun! But for today, err, not so much. I spent all night crying, and when I wake up which was at 1.15 pm, I was still tired. Obviously, I can't go back to sleep, because well.. that's unhealthy.

Oh and also, I want to ask (cough, cough), what they think their 'followers' like best, their face, or their sound? On my opinion and tiny research, they love your f.a.c.e best :) sorry to say, but your sounds are hella standard. Oh and try to screw your faces. Lets just see how they react.

I'll tag Winda & Sasha.

Okay, this homework had their own rules.
1. Each blogger must post this rules.
2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Blogger that are tagged need to write about their own blog about their ten things and post. these rules . You need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to live them a comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog.

Yup, the title says it all.
I'm no longer waiting for Twilight the movie. When I first saw the first trailer, I thought it was amazing, and I absolutely cannot wait for it to come out. But, after more and more clips from the movie. I thought it was going to be oh-so disappointing.
I know it's hard to make a 300-something pages into a 2 hour movie, but, hey, that's why i'm not 'looking forward' to it.
My disappointment is mostly on Edward and Bella. Dont get me wrong, they are great actors, but I just thought that Edward is more colder than that, more cynics, and more well, hard. and Bella, I dont know... I just thought she's going to be more.........

But, I make these judgement from clips I saw on YouTube. I haven't watch the actual film. I hope I'll change my mind, because I'm such a big fan on the books.

Well, well, well, I just watched 5 Spongebob's new episode! I LOVE them. Watching Spongebob made me miss Nickelodeon so much. 'Thanks' to the cable company, I now dont have cable. Weeee, screw you. Oh, and I want more Ugly Betty episodes. I somehow love Ugly Betty more than Heroes or Gossip Girl. First, I think Gossip Girl is getting more and more boring. Same drama only different people and kind of predictable.

Change topic, I just found out that my new house is only 10 minutes away from Dunkin Donuts!!!!! Yeaaaaaah. I'm going to buy lemon sprinkle every day. every day. everyday.
By the way, I had the craziest thought today.. I want to be a tour guide. Hahahaha. Seriously. Maybe it's because I love to talk, I love telling people something, and what the heck, I love history. So maybe, maybe, if you happen to be from outside Indonesia and want to come Jakarta sometime soon, tell me! I would be more than glad to show you around my beloved city.

Oh yeah, I posted new songs here. Whoever listens to it... Do you like it? I personally love it. :)

We've reached the end of my post for today.

similarities? all in a band. all handle the voc duties.
haha have fun.

As usual.. I fell asleep in my media class, its not that I don't like it, really its my favorite subject.

By the way, I feel terribly scared right now. I'm turning into a paronia. I couldn't exactly tell why, I guess there's a lot of things going on in my mind. And the worst part is: I become easily tired because of all the fast heartbeat and the worries in me. I wish I know how to calm myself. Hah. New goal.

I was this (_) close to forgetting him, to ignore the feelings I have for him. AND its like he's back. So, the point is he IS back.

God bless me.
And you too, of course.

There's not much to say about today.
Although I've finished my essay! Oh hell yeah! By the way, I'm going to have a test tomorrow about camera angle shots and such, and I lost my list. Congratulation to me, right? Blah.

And about the book I told you yesterday.. It.is.amazing. Really. The whole time I read it, I feel like I'm not reading somebody's book. I feel like I was Sam, I mean, it felt like Daniel (the author) was telling me about life, and love, and everything else.
I would love to give it to my mom and dad, but I know they wouldn't read it because they dont like to read. It's true, they said it themselves. I guess I'm going to read it all over again. and that's how amazing the book is.

I just left this for 45 minutes! I dont know why I typed that.
It's time to end the post!

I dont think I can 'rock' these, but what the hell, a girl can dream right?

1st of November wasnt such a good day for me.
I couldnt tell anybody, because they wont care. I know they wont. Except maybe Winda because she knew how it felt and usually her words help.

i know now that holding your breath calms you. well me.
i wish my heart could just get out of my body and beats on its own. im effing tired.