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well, well, well, it's finally holliday.......... 3 weeks......... boooyay.
i missed school already.. i have nothing, i repeat, NOTHING to do and it kills me. I'm waiting for the clock to turn 12 so I could go buy some dvds and spend the day on my bed watching movies.
Oh yeah, I watched the presidential debate today. I really like Obama and I kinda don't like McCain ahhahaha.

So... I don't know, I'll give you picture of the day:

weeeee!! pink shining dress, who doesnt love that hahahaha. I can't remember whos birthday was it, but I'm pretty sure it's a birthday party.

By the way, my mom and dad left for singapore this morning to watch F1, I'm bummed that I couldn't go with them. All I want to do in singapore is: buy books & cds. Hahaha, seriously, I'm in no mood to go shopping for some clothes or shits. Oh well, 5 days untill Japan! I'm soooo excited, I've never been to Japan before, so it'll be my first time! Yay! I also can't wait for next month's AP, the cover is Forever The Sickest Kids, and there's Anberlin in it!
October is going to be pretty sweet!
I will also move to my new house in October!
Heck Yeah!

Look at the clock it's 12:03, gotta go take a shower and hit the nearest dvd store!
hahaha, bye!

So, yeah, I went to a traditional market with my grandma today. I had no idea that we were going to buy some meat. I usually see that kind of things wrapped up in the super market. Oh, how this trip changes my mind.



yes, they are smelly, but they're sooooooo adorable.

So I walked to the 3rd floor, without knowing what's waiting for me in the upper floor.

this is what I was greeted by


It shocked me, I feel sick. I wanted to throw up. Believe me that's not the worst thing.






Oh my goodness. It is a cow's feet and it is A COW'S BRAIN. Brain, brain, brain, brain!!!!!! oh and TOUNGE. TOUNGE.TOUNGE. Oh god...... and there is one thing I couldn't stand. Cow's tail. Yeah, cow's TAIL. I have no idea why they sell it, but seriously, it's just sick. I couldn't even took out my cell phone and snapped a picture of it. I was looking down the whole time and wished my grandma will hurry up. Everybody there was a pshyco.
Just imagine, the cute and adorable cow.... choped up into pieces and were hanging on that thingy. Oh my god, I will never ever go there again. NOT EVER.

This made me think about how many meat people eat, and how many cow suffer. Wow is all I can say. You have to see it with your own eyes.
Tell me if you want to see it, I'll take you there. But I'll wait outside =)

Consider this. Go Vegan, vegetarian, pecestarians, or whatever. Or just lessen your meat consumtion. Just think of that images when you want to eat it....... It makes my head hurts, to be honest.

Weahoooooo. 1 more test to go and I'm free! Free I tell ye! Hahaha.
To be honest, I think Academic Study Skill wasn't that bad. It's actually a lot easier than the one Mike gave for practice, but the short answers questions, totaly killed me.
I woke up half an hour ago, 2 am. I seriously had some hilarious dreams. Hahaha. I could laugh just thinking about it.

Oh yeh yeh, pray for me!
I'm going to (hopefully) Melbourne around the end of January or February. I don't want to spend too much time here, it's time that I actually move. But, if the intake is in February, it means that I'll be finished in sometimes around September, but year two doesn't start until february? That means I have 6 months off. That's what my mothers been worrying. What should I do in the free time, IF, I go. Do you know what a 16 year old can do? Intern in a radio station maybe? or in a magazine? I'd like that. Mom said I should try and find out what am I going to do there. And I already have the list.
To be honest the main main MAIN reason I want to go in February is because Australian Soundwave Festival 2009! ANBERLIN AND BAYSIDE ARE GOING TO PLAY FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!! I HAVE TO SEE THEM, LIKE MUST. So yeah, that's why. Hahaha. the ticket is around AU110 I think. It's not that bad, you know. I think, it's kinda cheap. So keep your fingers (and mine) crossed, pray, pray, pray. :)

It rained last night! Oh, how I missed the rain! I want to jump out of the car and play in the rain, but people is going to think I'm an idiot. But, seriously, if I'm not 75 km/hour down the freeway, I would play in the rain. Hahahahaha. Stoopid. Oh, oh, and 1 more thing..... The traffic.... was unbearable! God! Motorcycle really needs to know the road's manner. Heat, heat.

Weeeee, 1 week until Japan time! I can't wait, I'm so excited! And guess what, I have to wait on Singapore's airport for about 4/5 hours. Wew. Thank God it's Singapore and not Indonesia. Hahaha. Heck yeah.

Anybody know when's Ugly Betty is going to start again? I can't wait.

It's 2:28 in the morning.
I'm not gonna say I have nothing to do, because I have TONS of things to do. But, I'm too lazy, and I think I'm not gonna sleep until morning. So, yeah, I decided to do like random facts about moiself, to kill time. Hahaha. Yeah.

1. I always sniff a banana before I eat it. Why? I love the smell :)
2. I'm a 24/7 technology user.
3. I don't like sleeping, at night.
4. I don't have a middle name.
5. I love my last name, A LOT.
6. I love Anberlin.
7. I am always serious when it comes to 'love'.
8. I truly support what I support.
9. I use a lot of bad words.
10. I have a pretty ceiling. That's why I always stare at them.
11. I love to sing even though I know my voice is not good.
12. English is my favorite language.
13. I really wish I have the ability to write a book.
14. I can't sleep when it's too quiet.
15. I hate being lonely.
16. I think too much.
17. I laugh when I'm nervous.
18. I can't concentrate on someones eyes, because I'm afraid they can 'read' my mind.
19. I have big dreams.
20. I live in a topsy turvy world.
21. I am not a good conversation starter.
22. I have nothing against smoker.
23. I blame Disney for my dreams.
24. I really wish I was 19.
25. I like it when someone talk to me.
26. I don't really care about the whole 'scene' thing, that's 'rocking' the inter web.
27. I watch videos on youtube for fun.
28. I read Taking Back Sunday's diary and videos for fun and it does not waste my time. So if you tell me that I'm wasting my time, no.
29. I judge a song not only from the music, but from the lyrics too.
30. I hate it when someone love a band with 'hot members' as the reason.
31. I think this list is already long, but I'll keep going anyway.
32. I actually care about Indonesia. Sorry, if I don't exactly show it.
33. I love waffle.
34. I want to be a great wife and mom, someday.
35. I really think my parent is the best. I just don't want to admit it in front of them.
36. I secretly wish (Ishouldnottypehisname) was dead. So, I could have an obvious reason to move on.
37. I know some people memory is not the best. But I hope they actually pay attention to what I say and actually care.
38. I say 'I miss you' a lot. It's not a formal thing, but I really mean it.
39. I laugh when I see someone (obviously) flirting with their crush.
40. I cry, a lot. But, not in front of someone.
41. I think I'm a weirdo.
42. I wish Santa Clause exist.
43. I want to be Santa's helper.
44. I write a lot, although I know I'm not a good writer.
45. I never do a work-hard-study-hard thing when it comes to exams. I often use my memories from the classes.
46. I don't think my brain could easily forget a Misearbile Visule.
47. I do believe in God.
48. I understand that people is different and I truly respect that.
49. I dislike September.
50. I think Internet is the greatest invention since electricity.
51. I often say 'I give up', but I really don't mean that.
52. I don't like apples.
53. I adore vocalist.
54. I have a list of amazing vocalist. Stephen Christian is the numero uno, and Fred Mascherino is number two.
55. I am 100% serious when it comes to my future.
56. I have an image of my future in my mind. Only someone who can relate to me, could see it.
57. Hero/heroine's intro is what you need to make me leave the room.
58. I could handle picture, but not voice.
59. Stephen Christian is my hero and idol. Because of him, now, I love and believe God more than I ever loved or believe God.
60. Right before I go to sleep, I imagine my wedding day.
61. I want a tattoo.
62. I love coffee. The smell and the taste.
63. I love Hello Kitty, Domo Kun, Ugly Dolls, and Disney stuff, a lot.
64. I have a giant blue friend named MJ and he knows everything about me.
65. I talk to random objects.
66. I love cupcakes and I haven't found the best cupcakes, yet.
67. I will use any excuse to meet my whole whole family.
68. I am not that kind of person who walks into a room and say 'Hello room! Here I am!'
69. I am not original. Neither are you. Nobody is.
70. I spend most of my days in my room, waiting for a miracle to happen.
71. I wish I could be a great artist.
72. I know you might find me annoying.
73. I don't like it when someone ask a very unimportant and irrelevant questions during the lecturing time.
74. Dumb people are not attractive.
75. I love eyes. They could speak more than your mouth and it reflects beauty.
76. I amaze myself sometimes.
77. I don't need coffee to stay awake.
78. Nice arms = attractive.
79. I prefer my room to be cold. Even though I often complaint about it.
80. I am not a big summer fan.
81. I honestly think Britney Spears could be fantastic.
82. I talk about EM and Anberlin a lot.
83. I love talking to random people with random personalities.
84. I have an msn and it's pinkputih_14@msn.com
85. I really hate uneducated pervert that's probably don't have anything better to do than asking for nude pictures and or showing their 'private' parts on the internet without being asked.
86. I am thankful for the life God gave me, although, it's not the best life there is.
87. I rather live in a small house that have a family dinner every night, than a huge mansion that doesn't even have a family time.
88. I am not saying that internet is my life. But, I sure spent a heck lots of time on it.
89. My eyes are sore.
90. I don't know my IQ, but the last time I check, it was around 108.
91. I am not smart, but I'm doing the best I can.
92. I skipped high school.
93. I hate when someone underestimate me.
94. I avoid 'drama' and argues.
95. I don't know the right definition for love. I think it changes from time to time.
96. I think it's time that many people realize that have bangs, wear black clothes, own converse doesn't make you an emo.
97. I dislike Windows Vista. It's over protective.
98. I asked my father to buy me a macbook just so I could have my own photobooth instead of borrowing my sister's mac ;)
99. I hate racist people.
100. I am who I am.

Whoa, 100 facts. That's too many.
Oh well, it killed the time.
Don't judge me by this post. But, wondering is not a crime, you should really get to know me.

Ew, is all I have to say for today.

Management is killing me. I'm scared....... Pffftt. The past is the past right? Mike said it himself. Hahaha.

Wow, I can't believe this semester is almost over, 2 more days. 2 more final days and that's it! Annora is going to Perth :( too bad! I'm going to miss this semester, especially Mr. Banana, I'm not going to take his class next semester. Yippie and Boo.

Now all I have to worry about is MARKETING. It's not any easier than management, that's for sure. Well, just study, pray, study, pray, I'm sure I'll make it through. Hahaha.

Since I'm going to move to another house in less than a month, I started thinking about my room. I already decide that on top of my TV there should be a sentence painted on it. So, everytime I wake up or go to sleep, I will see it. My mom and dad agreed.

So, I've picked 10 sentences that I thought would be very very great on my wall (from Anberlin's songs of course). Here's the list:

1. There's more to living than being alive - Alexithymia

2. Patron Saint, are we all lost like you? - *fin

3. There is a light that never goes out - (that's the title)

4. The more I live I see, this life's not about me - Burn Out Brighter (Northern Light)

5. Live, I wanna live inspired - Burn Out Brighter (Northern Light)

6. Stand unafraid, all the good souls - Soft Skeletons

7. How can you expect to win this war, if you're too afraid to fight? - Soft Skeletons

8. Look children to the easterns sky - Misearbile Visu (Ex Molo Bonum)

9. They lied when they said that the good die young - Godspeed

10. Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart - The Unwinding Cable Car

Would you be sooooo kind and tell me which one do you think is the best?
Or if you have a sentece that you think will be good on my wall, oh be a dear and tell me ;) I'll be more than happy to consider it!

My mom loves 'There's more to living than being alive' the most.

But, tell me what you think!

Well, well, well.
My father bought me a new iPod 120G, hahaha hell yeah, and gonna buy me a new macbook. Hahaha, more hell to the yeah.
My mom bought me a really cute banana republic's sandal. Since I love bananas, she said. Haha. Dinner was fun today, we canceled the Ritz Carlton and went to Sushi Tei instead.

one thing that ruined it all.....................
FINAL EXAMS


hah. wish me luck honeys

So, tbs is raaaather disappointing. I still love them though! I'm bummed that I didnt get to see Matt Rubano.
But, it is September. And september = bad. (sorryyyyy septemberians (september people)).
And bad news again, travis barker and dj am jet crash. Oh god it gave me a heart attack. They're the ONLY survivors. Please note: THE ONLY. Some says that travis got burnt from waist down, and Dj am is still on surgery. Sigh... May prayers will always be with them

September September.


But then, something that NEVER fails to cheer me up came, see for yourself:



ENJOY!

Me : (Drawing a watch on my wrist)
Almira : Do you want me to buy a watch for your birthday?
Me : (Look up) Nope. Just give me tons of markers.
Almira : ...........
Me : .........
Almira : (Thumbs up)

I will never be to old for Lion King,

So, last friday was my dad's birthday and we had a family dinner here, with my grandpa, grandma, uncles, aunts, and cousins. it was a BLAST. so much fun, i missed them. dea stayed over and decided to be me and almira (my other cousin)'s photographer, it was sooooooo so so fun, we laughed like idiots! we stayed up late watching dvds and talking about (____)! but we fell asleep around 2 am.



I woke up at 3 pm and got a text message from mahyra. she asked me if im going to sate khas senayan for dinner. honestly, i completely forgot about it. i went outside and couldnt find my driver anywhere, he already went home. I asked thalita to pick me up.

I've had soooooooo much fun in sate khas! I havent laugh with them like that in almost four months! around half pass 8 we went to senayan city mall, and just sat in gelatisimo for a long long time.



then I have to go home. ahaha. pitty on me. bweh.



when i got home, my cousin said that she'll spend another night here, so i grabbed my dvd player and we watched sleeping beauty! ahahaha.



i miss her.

Wooo, my weekends were filled with my friends and familyyy, how i love it.

its 1 am, and I'm really tired, I shall write tomorrow

sit tight!

The ONLY band that could make me laugh through anything! and plus, they're rockstars...... right?
I've read their posts like million times, but i still laugh when i read it. way to goooooooooooo!
woooooo hoooooooo!
this is important :]

Or Nico. Man, she's pretty.

Wow, I must've spent too much time on the internet.

I want to go back to these days,

Just when I thought September is going to be better, *super duper long sigh*, it turned worse.
I have this weird feeling, hmm, i cant actually describes it, but it felt like, hurt, suffocate, anxious, scared, sad, and ready to explode. I have no idea, why. It rained almost everyday, now. Oh, and plus thunder. I actually like thunder, I dont know why, but it gave me comfort and I felt calm. So I like thunder, especially when I'm about to sleep.
I want to run outside and play in the rain. Aaaaaaah. I really wish September is going faster.

Come on, God.

the title says it all.

thank you.

Hmmm, I'm watching the Sounds of Music right now with my cousin and my sleeping sister, hehe =)

I really think the sounds of music is the best and the most beautiful film ever. the songs are beautiful and it makes my heart melt. Julie Andrew is sooooo beautiful and has such a beautiful voice.

So, this will be the first film on my favorite film ever, the second is well, Titanic =)
cheesy, I know, but I just couldnt help it. Everytime I listen to Celine Dion 'My Heart will Go on' it gives me chills and I felt like I've been sucked to the past and could felt what Rose felt about Jake, and that's pretty sad.
I've watched the sounds of music and titanic like millions of times but I never get bored. Old times movies are quite impressive.

I also like a movie my teacher showed to the class. I think it was Blade Runner. It was not my usual type of movie. But I like it, I admit it was a rather cool film. Androids, Los Angles 201.... something, hahaha.

Movie, movie, movie
Music, music, music
Love, love, love
These are a few of my favorite things :)

Heyho,
Relaxing weekend, relaxing it is. I've done nothing except, eat, watch dvds, and breathing.
I'm lying here in my cold yet comfy room eating m&ms with my cousin. hhhh... life is good, or at least right now it is hahahaha.

talk to you later

Check out these bands. man, they're amazing!