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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 | 0 Comments

2008 has come to an end and this is my top 10 album of 2008 (and my favorite song off of it.)

1.New Surrender-Anberlin
(Younglife)

2.We All Need A Reason To Believe-Valencia
(All At Once)

3.The Morning Light-The Morning Light
(Clouds)

4.Shh, Just Go With It-Every Avenue
(Take A Step Back)

5.Shudder-Bayside
(A Call To Arms)

6.Underdog Alma Mater-Forever the Sickest Kids
(The Way She Moves)

7.Skip School, Start Fights-Hit the Lights
(Drop The Girl)

8.The Fame-Lady GaGa
(Just Dance)

9.You Are My Sunshine-Copeland
(The Day I Lost My Voice(The Suitcase Song))

10.Sweet Attention-Rookie Of The Year
(Sweet Attention)

This trip made me realize

Tuesday, December 30, 2008 | 0 Comments

How important my family is to me.




And they are my number 1.

Well said

Friday, December 26, 2008 | 0 Comments

Oh my God... This town, it feels like a headache and all the words inside my mouth won't come through.
I've got this pain in my head that I can't shake. When I remind myself I can't get to you.

And it rained all day and I figured it out... I'm not the person that I used to be.
Washed away, please someone make me okay. Because I'm feeling like I might...
Take today and make my way through the town, the streets, the pouring rain
'Cause some days, it seems like the clouds won't stay away.

I watched you change with the seasons
I wrote you letters but I forgot to mention that I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, you're a stranger.
Watch your face fade away
Now I'm stuck here.

I wish you a merry Christmas!

Thursday, December 25, 2008 | 0 Comments

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
hope you(will) have/had a wonderful day to day!


I had a wonderful day today!
I got everything on my wish list (excluding him), but that's really okay!








Since I have to keep myself up all night (7 hours) so I'll do a 2008 survey ...

Was 2008 a good year for you?
January through August, yes.



What was your favorite moment of the year?
Graduation and my birthday.


What was your least favorite moment of the year?
hm hm hm.


Who were you with when 2008 began?
Cheras, Sisters, Uncle, Mom, and Dad


Did you keep your new years resolution of 2008?
I guess so


Do you have a new years resolution for 2009?
kinda


Did you fall in love in 2008?
yeah, but it started in 2007

If yes, with who?


If yes, do they know?
i guess so... i dont know?

Did you make any new friends in 2008?
a lot! :)

Who are your favorite new friends?
every friend is my favorite


What was your favorite month of 2008?
Every month had its down times.

Did you travel outside of your country in 2008?

Yup

Where?
Arab and Japan i guess.

How many different states did you travel to in 2008?
0


Did you lose anybody close to you in 2008?
yeah, but not like death.

What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2008?
north by northwest, blade runner, aliens.
mick picked some good movies!


What was your favorite song from 2008?
anberlin, valencia, bayside, and the morning light's new album.


Did you have a favorite concert in 2008?
surely NOT panic! at the disco.



did you do a lot of drugs in 2008?
no.


Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
not really


What was the worst lie someone told you in 2008?
nothing i can remember

Did you treat somebody badly in 2008?
i surely hope not.
or i probably didnt mean it


Did somebody treat you badly in 2008?
yes, but maybe they didnt mean it :)



How much money did you spend in 2008?
my own money?
not a lot :)

What was your proudest moment of 2008?
graduation! and getting into MIBT


What was your most embarrassing moment of 2008?
nothing came up to my mind...


If you could go back in time to any moment of 2008 and change something, what would it be?
nope, not a thing!


What are your plans for 2009?
move to Aussie and have a fresh start.

i think....

Wednesday, December 24, 2008 | 0 Comments

this year's holiday is going to be like





Johnson's Family Vacation meets This Christmas

Mother's day!

Monday, December 22, 2008 | 0 Comments


big big big BIG love to my mother!

We went to Sayap Ibu today and we played with the children! There's this little boy, couldnt be older than 4 years old, that instantly hugged me when i came into the room. He's just so cute! he followed me around every where and didnt want to let go! When I was about to go home, he climbed out of his bed and wanted to come! And when I said goodbye he kept shaking his head...

Gonna go there tomorrow, again! I'm officially a volunteer there now :)

Maybe you could help too?

Sunday, December 21, 2008 | 0 Comments

FACELESS

and since tomorrow's mothers day... I'm planing to go to Sayap Ibu (as I mentioned to you before, an organization for neglected children(&/orphans) to share the happiness.

wanna come?

12:13

Thursday, December 18, 2008 | 0 Comments

Today's lyrics of the day:
"When we all move on
We'll go back to the start
To when there was no law
And we could love
Without a fear of change
With the courage of kings"

Whoever likes twilight the movie, probably has a bad taste in movies or doesnt understand those things. And hell don't you try to be smart and say otherwise.
It's only a week away until Christmas! And the urge to do good deeds are greater than ever for me. I'm going to a place called Sayap Ibu, its an organization for neglected children. My mom once went there when she was in high school and wanted to adopt one of the children, but my grandma wouldnt let her. My motherly instinct (as Mick like to say) is on right now... I guess... hahaha. And for tomorrow (unfortunately, when I wrote this, it's already 12:05 am, so I'm going to say today) And for today, I'm going to the zoo with my cousins. I forgot to tell you in the previous post that even though I live 3 minutes away from the zoo, I've never been there. And now I'm excited! Observe mode: definitely on.

As for the weekend... Winda and I are going to subtitle to watch some movies or search for some good movies to do an essay. If we have to critize a movie, not analyze it, I'll be sure to pick *coughtwilightcough*. And since I'm already free from school stuff, I have to make a list of activities for each day to make sure that I HAVE activities. Ideas will be much appreciated.

and last but not least, I wish February will come sooner...

Free

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 | 0 Comments

No lyrics for today... My eyes are sore and I think I'm ready to go to sleep. I just want to say a few words before I go to sleep...
11:11, make a wish. Done.
So by the way, school is OUT. I've done my business communication skills assignment, so I only have two assignments left to do! About the Mass Communication II assignment... I guess I'm going to pick The Road, which is based on a novel by Cormac Mccarthy. I don't know if I find another film to analyze.
My friends and I planned a fun weekend for this week. Sleep over at my house and zoo in the morning! Seriously never been this excited, even though I live 3 minutes away from the zoo...

I guess that's it for today.
Oh, and one more thing.. I so wish I could smack him on the head. Dude that would be freakin' sweet.

Minus 1

Tuesday, December 16, 2008 | 0 Comments

Today's lyrics of the day:
"The fire used to burn
In your heart and in your eyes
You used to dream, you used to care, you used to love, you used to fight for anything at all
You cover up your bedroom wall with who you want to be
Now you're afraid to be yourself, so you search the mall for something else
You read magazines and watch MTV
You practiced it and everything
Oh, your dressed to impressed but you look like a drag queen"

Finally, 2 more classes and then school is OUT. Sadly, there's a three assignments that will haunt me this holiday. God bless, God bless.

So, Winda and I talked about how horrible Crocs is. Their ugly design, uncomfortable rubber, and etc, etc. And then when we turned around we saw one of our classmates was actually WEARING one....in ORANGE.... can you imagine what that would look like? Uh huh, yeah, horrible! Winda told me that my other classmate was wearing one too, in blue... Some guys never learn.
A good news is, the road trip to Yogyakarta is back on! So that will be my plan for Christmas! I hope you (who ever) read this, have a great Holiday!

December 15th

Monday, December 15, 2008 | 1 Comments

Today's lyrics of the day:
"And if I can sing this out loud, I'd scream it to the cloud
And everyone in this town will know what I'm about
Rather die than feel this pain take me over again
Its so hard to let you go.."

Phew, today was a cool day. I said cool not good.
Happy Birthday to Deandra
I'm short on money UNLIKE a certain person who bought those expensive shoes that I could only buy a pair or two o.O hints: Cocky Fool.


There's a meaning behind all of those pictures (of course). The 1st picture includes Nathan Young of Anberlin, Adam Lazzara of Taking Back Sunday, Kyle Burns of Forever The Sickest Kids, Chris Kamrada from There For Tomorrow, Jasper, Cheese, and oh I dont know that other guy's name. They're all Dea's idols. I even searched for Adam Lazzara and Nathan Young's autograph! The second picture, I was in it! There's a picture of me and Dea and around us are, Nathan Young and Stephen Christian, Adam Lazzara and Matt Rubano, Kyle Burns and Jonathan cook, and oh I cant remember their names(??). So, it was always like that from the start... Those guys that I cant remember the name were the first one we ever liked. We were like a pair, just like them. We're inseparable! Well, not literally.
I am Deandra's babysitter, although I'm younger than her. And I don't mind, really.

Arti sent a text message to Thalita that made me a little bit sad, okay sad. She said she was sorry that she couldn't come to the last surprise party with me. I mean, its true... No more surprise party for me, gonna go to Aussie next February. This is why I hate good times sometimes. It makes it harder to leave.

To end this post, I want to say:
I'm rich and I don't wear cheap shoes.
I'm popular and you're not.
No, this is actually a sarcasm for, hints: Cocky Fool. Eveeeeeeeeerybody I know will definitely know what I mean by this.

Bigger Scars Makes Better Stories

Sunday, December 14, 2008 | 0 Comments



Not that I did it on purpose! This happened when my hand hit the unfinished stairs in my house. I wouldn't cut myself like that, it hurts like HELL and I'm not pain's biggest fan. The blood was more than that, and it was funny, I don't know, people always said that I'm too emo (because of my music, which is actually not really emo), and now this happened! Hahaha, I'm not emo though.

I can see what's ahead of me.

Friday, December 12, 2008 | 0 Comments

Today's lyrics of the day:
"And all that's done and said
There's a part of me that's dead
Nearly giving up on you
Giving up on you"

I laughed so hard today and that could only mean one thing. I couldn't even think about it, but I know it will happen.

I met my home stay friends, summer 2006, at fx around 10. It was fun, I missed them so much! We had a great time talking about what happened in Sydney and Canberra, and I guess I would give anything to go relive that moment.
12, it was time to go to school and meet my 'beautiful' teacher plus his test, which wasn't so hard... if you studied :D And then.. at the computer lab, Winda and I didn't really pay attention to what the teacher told us to do.. We were too busy searching for some good restaurants.
17, we went to Soeryo and had a great time.

It seems like today's a great day, and it is, really, but....... you know what happen if you laughed too hard right?

Happy Holidays:

Wednesday, December 10, 2008 | 1 Comments



they're da bomb!
hahahaha

A few days back

Wednesday, December 10, 2008 | 0 Comments

Today's lyrics of the day:
" I know that I've been dancing around the truth
Whoa, you tell me what the hell
I'm supposed to do
And I, I'm a little bit agitated
With a slight scent of denial"

Let me tell you one thing, stupid is not attractive. Nor is your face.
And there's no way, no way, I could secretly like you, no possible way.
You're not the only guy who has that name so, suck it.

Bad news, those nights without sleeping, staying up late, and too much coffee, has damaged my kidney! My stomach really isn't my best friend.
The good news...... It's almost christmas! Can you believe it? 2008 has went by so fast! I feel like it was just yesterday I started 9th grade! The tree is already up and shining on the 1st floor of my school, and it made me smile every time i stepped in!
And on February 2009, I'm going to fly off to Australia and began my first year... wish me luck! Oh and I still need luck for Soundwave ticket.

By the way, I continued watching North By Northwest, it's a good film, still I fell asleep, well that's just me! Hahaha. After that we watched a wee bit part of The Year Of Living Dangerously, which is a film about Indonesia in 1965. Mick said that Soekarno used to name every year, and he named 1965 as The Year Of Living Dangerously. I've never heard of that movie before, turned out it was banned. Indonesia didnt allow them to shoot in the country so they shoot it in the Philipines.
Mel Gibson was in it. Dang, he was hot!

4:124

Tuesday, December 09, 2008 | 0 Comments

"If any do deeds of righteousness - be they male or female - and have faith, they will enter Heaven, and not the least injustice will be done to them."

Amazing Vocalist (Updated)

Sunday, December 07, 2008 | 2 Comments

1. Stephen Christian
Anberlin


2. Fred Mascherino
The Color Fred


3. David Strachman
Every Avenue


4. Christofer Drew
NeverShoutNever!


5. Shane Henderson
Valencia

Wishes

Sunday, December 07, 2008 | 0 Comments

I wish I could get into a car and be on the road.
Driving and thinking, it seems that my mind works well when I'm moving.
Plus, the motion carried me to sleep.

I just want to run away for awhile. Unfortunately, I really can't do that.

Been translated+shortened
(talk about (censored for every body's sake)'s last post,

W: He said that? What a show off.
N: Yes. (talk about the exact post), I think I'm going crazy. All I know it's supposed to be a private thing.
W: And still, you wait for a person like that?
N: I'm so tired. What the hell is wrong with him??
W: I think he made (censored for every body's sake), so he could talk about those things (that's possibly, mostly, bad). Maybe God wants to show you that he's not worth crushing.
N: Yeah, I'm sure God has his plan... Must I suffer this much? It's supposed to be a turn off, but noooooooope, curse my feelings.
W: We're suppose to master ourselves, that's your choice to be happy.
N: Am I putting too much faith in my prayers?
W: What's the background of your prayers? Is that what YOU want or what GOD wants?
N: I don't even know what God wants, it's too difficult for me to figure out. Hope, then no hope. I wish I could just run away.
W: What God wants is simply the best for His children, maybe at first, its not like what you hoped for, but in the end we're going to be amazed. Now change your prayers, not "God I want this and that to happen," but "God, I believe you love me and want the best for me, help me to be ready to accept whatever you give me." Good luck amigo!


Now that's and advice.
Not
...................... or I cant help you.

:)

Dream or time travel?

Friday, December 05, 2008 | 0 Comments

Today's lyrics of the day:
"And if I try to turn my life back around
Its so hard cause I'm on a path I've never been down
And I've got to think that this might be the one way that I can go"


I just love Valencia. I keep listening to them over and over again all week. I'm looking forward to this weekend because my friends are coming to my house. I missed them.
I have a question:
If you had a dream about your past, something that you have experienced in the past. In that dream you know exactly what would happen, yet you cant do anything about it. You know that its your past and you know that it's not really happening (at that time).
Or you were there (in your past) and you can see yourself. The other you doesn't know what would happen next, but you do. And again, you cant do anything about it.
Now, my question is.... what do you call it? Are you having a dream, or are you time-traveling?
I think it's time traveling but I'm not quite sure myself. If it happened like situation number two, I'm pretty sure that's a dream, because logically that couldn't happen, me watching me? It's impossible... isn't it?
I'm curious to know the answer.

Laugh some more

Wednesday, December 03, 2008 | 2 Comments

Today's lyrics of the day:
"I can say
I've got to say
Dollar by dollar your soul get smaller"
(this is based on me & my friend's opinion. If you do not agree.. no need to be all mad, people have different opinion)
So, today winda, her sister, and I watched Twilight. Let me tell you, it's the funniest movie I've seen all week! I dont like the camera shots, not all of them but mostly. The background musics are tacky, and just plain funny. In my opinion, winda's too, they used too much close-up which is very similar to Indonesian soap opera. Dun dun dun.
I laughed so hard when I saw Jasper's expression when he first met Bella. 'he just turned vegetarian.' hahahahahahaha!
The wind effects, slow motion, and those other things made me lauuuuuuuugh, I seriously wouldnt consider this as a thriller, might as well be drama-comedy. My disappointment are mostly (like I've said before) edward and bella. Dont get me wrong, Robbert Pattinson is hot and dreamy and he did a very good job.. but i dont know, I just thought that Edward is going to be more than that.
The story line are flat, the only interesting and good part (in our opinion) was the fighting scene. and the only time I felt like ripping my heart out was when Edward tried to suck the venom out of bella's body, but couldn't stop. and it went back to flat again. I thank God i didnt have to sacrifice that much to watch this, especially watching it on Premier. oh so not worth the money. I'd rather continue watching North By North West.
I feel like Mass Communication class is getting into my brain!

December

Tuesday, December 02, 2008 | 0 Comments

T0day's lyrics of the day:
"This is her addiction
This is her fame
This is the place where she deals with the pain
Sometimes the stars in her sky hold against the rain"

Phew, I'm on my school's public computer and waiting for my friends to show up. Well, a lot happen yesterday. We've been told that yesterday was Karl's last class, which was a HUGE bummer since that was the only reason me and my friends chose economics. We wanted to avoid her.... and now we got her for economics. Booooooooooooooo. Tomorrow I have a mid test for Business Communication Skills... Not a hard subject, but still...

Oh yeah, I'm sorry if this whole blog full of words makes you dizzy.. Well I'm just not stupid enough to take picture in every.single.thing that happened to me. And can you see that I'm trying to hold back my habit of using bad words such as (fuck, etc.)? Yeah that too.
This topic came yesterday when Winda and I were discussing (censored for everybody's sake)'s blog. Which shows that he's a little bit stupid, self-centered, arrogant, etc etc. Hahaha. Sorry if it sounded mean, but its true. For the love of God! He is (censored for everybody's sake)! He make sooooooooooooongs, try to write a little bit more serious.. I know you're more than that. Even if that's not why you make that thing. But come on, a little literature wouldn't hurt right? a little intelligent wouldn't too. If you want to be all-fun all-play kinda thing, well go ahead don't do it 50:50. Make it a fun one, show everybody friendliness. Not that world of fame. Build an image. Destroy a bad image. Now, I'm looking forward to read your next post.

That's it I guess. I just remember I have a lab test today and I haven't studied a thing. Gotta go do a last minute study. Mwahahaha.
Talk to you guys later!

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