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2008 has come to an end and this is my top 10 album of 2008 (and my favorite song off of it.)

And they are my number 1.

Oh my God... This town, it feels like a headache and all the words inside my mouth won't come through.
I've got this pain in my head that I can't shake. When I remind myself I can't get to you.

And it rained all day and I figured it out... I'm not the person that I used to be.
Washed away, please someone make me okay. Because I'm feeling like I might...
Take today and make my way through the town, the streets, the pouring rain
'Cause some days, it seems like the clouds won't stay away.

I watched you change with the seasons
I wrote you letters but I forgot to mention that I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, you're a stranger.
Watch your face fade away
Now I'm stuck here.

this year's holiday is going to be like

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No lyrics for today... My eyes are sore and I think I'm ready to go to sleep. I just want to say a few words before I go to sleep...
So by the way, school is OUT. I've done my business communication skills assignment, so I only have two assignments left to do! About the Mass Communication II assignment... I guess I'm going to pick The Road, which is based on a novel by Cormac Mccarthy. I don't know if I find another film to analyze.
My friends and I planned a fun weekend for this week. Sleep over at my house and zoo in the morning! Seriously never been this excited, even though I live 3 minutes away from the zoo...

I guess that's it for today.
Oh, and one more thing.. I so wish I could smack him on the head. Dude that would be freakin' sweet.

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Finally, 2 more classes and then school is OUT. Sadly, there's a three assignments that will haunt me this holiday. God bless, God bless.

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Phew, today was a cool day. I said cool not good.
Happy Birthday to Deandra
I'm short on money UNLIKE a certain person who bought those expensive shoes that I could only buy a pair or two o.O hints: Cocky Fool.

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I met my home stay friends, summer 2006, at fx around 10. It was fun, I missed them so much! We had a great time talking about what happened in Sydney and Canberra, and I guess I would give anything to go relive that moment.
12, it was time to go to school and meet my 'beautiful' teacher plus his test, which wasn't so hard... if you studied :D And then.. at the computer lab, Winda and I didn't really pay attention to what the teacher told us to do.. We were too busy searching for some good restaurants.
17, we went to Soeryo and had a great time.

It seems like today's a great day, and it is, really, but....... you know what happen if you laughed too hard right?

they're da bomb!
hahahaha

Today's lyrics of the day:

Let me tell you one thing, stupid is not attractive. Nor is your face.
And there's no way, no way, I could secretly like you, no possible way.
You're not the only guy who has that name so, suck it.

Bad news, those nights without sleeping, staying up late, and too much coffee, has damaged my kidney! My stomach really isn't my best friend.
The good news...... It's almost christmas! Can you believe it? 2008 has went by so fast! I feel like it was just yesterday I started 9th grade! The tree is already up and shining on the 1st floor of my school, and it made me smile every time i stepped in!
And on February 2009, I'm going to fly off to Australia and began my first year... wish me luck! Oh and I still need luck for Soundwave ticket.

By the way, I continued watching North By Northwest, it's a good film, still I fell asleep, well that's just me! Hahaha. After that we watched a wee bit part of The Year Of Living Dangerously, which is a film about Indonesia in 1965. Mick said that Soekarno used to name every year, and he named 1965 as The Year Of Living Dangerously. I've never heard of that movie before, turned out it was banned. Indonesia didnt allow them to shoot in the country so they shoot it in the Philipines.

Been translated+shortened
(talk about (censored for every body's sake)'s last post,

W: He said that? What a show off.
N: Yes. (talk about the exact post), I think I'm going crazy. All I know it's supposed to be a private thing.
W: And still, you wait for a person like that?
N: I'm so tired. What the hell is wrong with him??
W: I think he made (censored for every body's sake), so he could talk about those things (that's possibly, mostly, bad). Maybe God wants to show you that he's not worth crushing.
N: Yeah, I'm sure God has his plan... Must I suffer this much? It's supposed to be a turn off, but noooooooope, curse my feelings.
W: We're suppose to master ourselves, that's your choice to be happy.
N: Am I putting too much faith in my prayers?
W: What's the background of your prayers? Is that what YOU want or what GOD wants?
N: I don't even know what God wants, it's too difficult for me to figure out. Hope, then no hope. I wish I could just run away.
W: What God wants is simply the best for His children, maybe at first, its not like what you hoped for, but in the end we're going to be amazed. Now change your prayers, not "God I want this and that to happen," but "God, I believe you love me and want the best for me, help me to be ready to accept whatever you give me." Good luck amigo!


Now that's and advice.
Not
...................... or I cant help you.

:)

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Phew, I'm on my school's public computer and waiting for my friends to show up. Well, a lot happen yesterday. We've been told that yesterday was Karl's last class, which was a HUGE bummer since that was the only reason me and my friends chose economics. We wanted to avoid her.... and now we got her for economics. Booooooooooooooo. Tomorrow I have a mid test for Business Communication Skills... Not a hard subject, but still...

Oh yeah, I'm sorry if this whole blog full of words makes you dizzy.. Well I'm just not stupid enough to take picture in every.single.thing that happened to me. And can you see that I'm trying to hold back my habit of using bad words such as (fuck, etc.)? Yeah that too.
This topic came yesterday when Winda and I were discussing (censored for everybody's sake)'s blog. Which shows that he's a little bit stupid, self-centered, arrogant, etc etc. Hahaha. Sorry if it sounded mean, but its true. For the love of God! He is (censored for everybody's sake)! He make sooooooooooooongs, try to write a little bit more serious.. I know you're more than that. Even if that's not why you make that thing. But come on, a little literature wouldn't hurt right? a little intelligent wouldn't too. If you want to be all-fun all-play kinda thing, well go ahead don't do it 50:50. Make it a fun one, show everybody friendliness. Not that world of fame. Build an image. Destroy a bad image. Now, I'm looking forward to read your next post.

That's it I guess. I just remember I have a lab test today and I haven't studied a thing. Gotta go do a last minute study. Mwahahaha.
Talk to you guys later!

Today's lyrics of the day:
"Love is here
Love is now
Love is flowing from his hand, from his brow

Love is near
It sattisfies
Stream of mercy flowing from his side"

It's offical! I've moved! But unfortunately, I still don't have an internet connection so I'm doing the updates from my phone. Not really comfortable.. I have tons of thing I want to write, but I guess later.

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Phew, I just got home from my new house, cleaning up and putting stuff. So tired, but totally worth the energy. I got cramps from it too.
Oh, and by the way.. I'm in love with Bayside and Copeland's new album! You should check them out.. and buy. They're awesome! not like *coughlakilakisukaperempuan* with their standard songs. ^^v

I'm gonna go take a shower now.
:)

I miss her :'(

Hello!
I just watched This Christmas, and it's awesome! I can't believe I missed it last year!

Economics was fun today, its the same as usual no real lectures, it's just like free-time. One week before the mid test, I don't know how am i going to learn all of those chapters ^^ Oh another news, now since Karl (the teacher) just turned into a moslem.. he has a moslem name... Akbar. BooYay. By the way there's this tiny thing that happened to me that destroyed my last hours in school. Well, we (Me, Winda, Sasha, Erica, Michelle, Riska, and Karl) were sitting at the cafetaria watching TL's music video on mtv.. and as soon as the video was finished.. Guess what played after it? Yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup, you guessed it *coughlakilakisukaperempuancough* I stormed out of the room, of course. And seriously, the hearbeats and all were freaking me out. I mean, I was so weak. When they came back to the class Winda said that Karl said "he's so white! he's pale!" etc, etc. Man, I should've been there! That would be hillarious!

Enough chit chat I'm starting to get dizzy again..
Oh, and one more thing for that group.... Make a new song PLEASE. and one that's trully amazing. not the one-kind rhythm kind of thing. I'd love to hear that.
Write something about me, that's interesting. Haha. Just kidding.

Well, well, well, today was mom's birthday and i loved it.
that's all I'm going to say for now.. This whole computer radiation is making me dizzy!
I'll write when I'm feeling absolutely better! which i hope is soon!

Worse news.. I'm not getting better. Its all because of my Stupid stomache. I'll tell you the real name when I get a dictionary. Wee. I got dizzy just from typing on this shitty phone.

Right now, I'm watching Ariel 3.

Bad news :( I'm sick.. I haven't been sick since....... I don't know, few months. And I feel terrible!

By the way, I've just finished watching Christmas movies. And I cried... Hahaha, yes I did. I'm such a dork! I bought like 5 christmas movies to watch until christmas! I cant wait until December!

"When did we think that this would be easy?
We must have been out of our minds
We were holding so tight
It just slipped through our fingers
But we won't let go"

Blah, it's only 2.12 pm but I'm already tired as hell! And I'm very, very hungry, I haven't had any breakfast or lunch. My stomach is on strike.

I haven't really done anything today, beside going to gym, so I'm going to talk about yesterday.
So after I got back from Starbucks, Oakwood (just to sit and talk with Winda), my house seemed empty and quiet. I was about to go to my room when my mother called me, I looked in her room, but she wasn't there, I thought I was hallucinating, and my mother came out from my sister's room. Turns out she's playing computer games in my sister's room -.- and I joined her. Haha. we ended up playing a mystery hunt games for 3 hours, and had to stop because we're too dizzy to continue.
Later that day, I went to Cilandak Town Square for some dinner. And convinced my dad to buy me a book and a christmas tree (like in my post before). I was quiet in the car because I got too carried away with my book. And my dad said "You're so quiet. Book it's like your pacifier, and you're the baby." And then my mom said "It's all our fault though, we bought her a set of books (POLDI!!!!!) when she was two." and they told me about how I always bring a book with me when I'm going to the toilet even though I can't read it and how I could remember every story that my mother read to me.

So it was all good, my parents should know I'll grow up to be a bookworm!

Wow, I cant believe it's only a month (plus a few days) until christmas! I'm so excited! I just got back from Ace Hardware and saw all the pretty christmas trees and silly looking Santa's. I made my dad promised to buy me a mini (or if I'm lucky the medium) christmas tree to put in our new house. I cant wait to move! My mom and dad said that we could move this Sunday. But, I really doubt that..

I'm going to end this post, but 1 thing I want to say to you-know-who:

I can't sleep, again, no wonder, of course. Maybe I should stay in a car because I'll fall asleep easier. All the motion and sounds always makes me so sleepy.
I haven't had dinner. Which is sad because I'm now starving. And there's no yogurt left.

I was going through my old posts and realized I had the best time in August, and since September, my life went down-hill. So I rewind my memories trying to find the reason I'm totally happy, and that's my friend, because I prayed almost everyday. Yup, that's true, come to think of it, I was a really good girl. And I didn't sleep at night, which is how I like it. I fell asleep at 1 pm, woke up at 12 am, and fall asleep again sometimes in the pm. And I really liked it that way, I have more energy if I didn't sleep. It's crazy, but it's true. Mom thought I was consuming way too much coffee and that was the thing that kept me up and running. Hahaha.

By the way, there's something really, really, really important I need to tell you.
MJ needs a surgery. 3 surgeries. :(
There's a hole in his back and both of his armpits. (I feel like laughing). And I need to perform an emergency surgery to sew the holes back up. Unfortunately, my sewing skills are not that good, bad actually. My mom once told me, that I was (_) this close for not GRADUATING PRE-K. Hahahahahahhahaha, that's because my sewing skills were a mess! I hope my mom was making that stuff up.

Sweet.

2. Place You Want To Travel To

Boston.

3. Your Favorite Place

"Home is anywhere our family is together"

mashed potatoes.

blue and purple!

7. Favorite Piece Of Clothing

Australian Soundwave '09 Ticket.
Plane ticket.
MIBT's tuition fees.
Accomodation.
Books.

My, oh my, I've been so careless I forgot what I posted here months and months ago. Damn. I should check these things more often. As you may, or may not, notice there's two posts missing. I'm sure you don't notice, but yes I've deleted two posts that I regret posting. But there's one I'm going to re-do.

Today was a very interesting day... Economic was great! No, it's not because I understand the subject, I still don't.. But, I don't know, its just fun. Karl's class always turns out to be fun. Especially marketing in last semester. Man, I miss it.

Keeping my fingers tight for tomorrow's presentation!
I actually have something meaningful to say.... But........ I can't remember it :)

I'm not all ears. I have mouth too.
And just like any other mouth, it wants to be listened.

Oh yes, the title... that's the truth. I've never been this glad to go to school and see the lecturer talking on and on and on. And surprisingly, I can't wait until morning comes and go to Economics. No matter how shitty that subject could be.

Weekend? Well, yesterday was amazing! I had so much fun! But for today, err, not so much. I spent all night crying, and when I wake up which was at 1.15 pm, I was still tired. Obviously, I can't go back to sleep, because well.. that's unhealthy.

Oh and also, I want to ask (cough, cough), what they think their 'followers' like best, their face, or their sound? On my opinion and tiny research, they love your f.a.c.e best :) sorry to say, but your sounds are hella standard. Oh and try to screw your faces. Lets just see how they react.

I'll tag Winda & Sasha.

Okay, this homework had their own rules.
1. Each blogger must post this rules.
2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Blogger that are tagged need to write about their own blog about their ten things and post. these rules . You need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to live them a comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog.

Yup, the title says it all.
I'm no longer waiting for Twilight the movie. When I first saw the first trailer, I thought it was amazing, and I absolutely cannot wait for it to come out. But, after more and more clips from the movie. I thought it was going to be oh-so disappointing.
I know it's hard to make a 300-something pages into a 2 hour movie, but, hey, that's why i'm not 'looking forward' to it.
My disappointment is mostly on Edward and Bella. Dont get me wrong, they are great actors, but I just thought that Edward is more colder than that, more cynics, and more well, hard. and Bella, I dont know... I just thought she's going to be more.........

But, I make these judgement from clips I saw on YouTube. I haven't watch the actual film. I hope I'll change my mind, because I'm such a big fan on the books.

Well, well, well, I just watched 5 Spongebob's new episode! I LOVE them. Watching Spongebob made me miss Nickelodeon so much. 'Thanks' to the cable company, I now dont have cable. Weeee, screw you. Oh, and I want more Ugly Betty episodes. I somehow love Ugly Betty more than Heroes or Gossip Girl. First, I think Gossip Girl is getting more and more boring. Same drama only different people and kind of predictable.

Change topic, I just found out that my new house is only 10 minutes away from Dunkin Donuts!!!!! Yeaaaaaah. I'm going to buy lemon sprinkle every day. every day. everyday.
By the way, I had the craziest thought today.. I want to be a tour guide. Hahahaha. Seriously. Maybe it's because I love to talk, I love telling people something, and what the heck, I love history. So maybe, maybe, if you happen to be from outside Indonesia and want to come Jakarta sometime soon, tell me! I would be more than glad to show you around my beloved city.

Oh yeah, I posted new songs here. Whoever listens to it... Do you like it? I personally love it. :)

We've reached the end of my post for today.

similarities? all in a band. all handle the voc duties.
haha have fun.

As usual.. I fell asleep in my media class, its not that I don't like it, really its my favorite subject.

By the way, I feel terribly scared right now. I'm turning into a paronia. I couldn't exactly tell why, I guess there's a lot of things going on in my mind. And the worst part is: I become easily tired because of all the fast heartbeat and the worries in me. I wish I know how to calm myself. Hah. New goal.

I was this (_) close to forgetting him, to ignore the feelings I have for him. AND its like he's back. So, the point is he IS back.

God bless me.
And you too, of course.

There's not much to say about today.
Although I've finished my essay! Oh hell yeah! By the way, I'm going to have a test tomorrow about camera angle shots and such, and I lost my list. Congratulation to me, right? Blah.

And about the book I told you yesterday.. It.is.amazing. Really. The whole time I read it, I feel like I'm not reading somebody's book. I feel like I was Sam, I mean, it felt like Daniel (the author) was telling me about life, and love, and everything else.
I would love to give it to my mom and dad, but I know they wouldn't read it because they dont like to read. It's true, they said it themselves. I guess I'm going to read it all over again. and that's how amazing the book is.

I just left this for 45 minutes! I dont know why I typed that.
It's time to end the post!

I dont think I can 'rock' these, but what the hell, a girl can dream right?