I hate today. Nothing special happened today. I'm bored. I'm going to have try outs, AGAIN. Ugh, I'm so lazy.
I really don't have anything to say. I'm just bored and I'm looking for something to do.
I'm so jealous of my friend, Monica. She's going to meet Martin and maybe hang out with him even touring with him. My chance to that is one in a million! I think I'm going up to the celebrity worship syndrome level 4. Trust me, you can't imagine how crazy I am now. And you can't possibly feel the same feeling that I've had for almost six months, I'm breaking now, I think.
I need a month holiday. I want to clear my mind of unwanted things. I want to concentrate my mind to exams and school's stuffs. Forget all things I don't want to remember. And comeback fresh and happy. Wah, fresh and happy me! I even forget the last time I felt that way.
P.S : I learned that I can do anything I want if I set my mind to it. Even math's stupid calculation.
xxxxxooooo,
N!
I'm home from my cousin's 3rd birthday party. I'll post the photos on facebook. I've got 3 heart balloons and a pink bow. I also helping my other cousin to plan her sweet seventeen.
I went to campus at half past 8. Finished at 11 something, went to the mall, Oh yeah! My mom bought me this lacoste's heels. I love it.
And then I went to Balai Kartini for food testing (for my grandparent's (I think it's 50th) anniversary). Go home and get ready for the party. After the party we went to planet Hollywood, it's the first cinema here in Indonesia it was built by Arnold Schwarzenegger. I ate banana split.
Gah, I'm so tired! I think I'm going to bed. Ciao!
xxxxxooooo,
N!
Awesomeness. His name's Stephen Christian. He's in a band called Anberlin. I think he's an idiot, but in a good way. He's cool. He's got look. He loves to read and write (well, at least, that's what I'm getting). He's amazing! <3
Here's my second idol. His name's Matt Rubano. He's in a band called Taking Back Sunday. He's Adam Lazzara's roomate. He's cute. He's awesome <3 face="arial">If you dont trust me then, go to youtube.com and search for anberlin/stephen christian or matt rubano/ taking back sunday.
xxxxxooooo,
N!
Heyaw! How are yeh? Me good.
So, Dea and I discovered that anberlin's an idiotic band. But that's why we like 'em. I love watching their videos and looking at their photos. I must say, it made my day. It really made my day.
School it's still the same as every fucking day. Fuckishly stupid _______'s teacher. And Fuckingly fuck math and algebra. Nothing cool happened today, it's too boring. Oh, except cooking class. Nah, that was boring too. I need a good long careless laugh. I need my friends here! Oh, at least Dea, we could search for some more Anberlin and laugh.
Oh! Oh! You must know something!!!!!! Ms. (I can't tell you her name, let's just call her Ms. Mole.) So, we were doing the exercise from the book and she asked us the synonym of........ I forgot the word, and then she acted or she was TRYING to be bubbly and said "Hahaha Kimora, Fabulous." Fuck. I can't believe my ear! I remember, back when I was in 6th grade, I asked her how to spell fabulous and then she said "I don't think that's a word." And now! She suddenly know about Kimora. I bet that she has heard it from someone else and I bet She doesn't really know who's Kimora Lee Simmons either! She doesn't even fucking now how to spell stubborn. Typical, trying to sound smart and bubbly, but more like stupid and icky. Hahaha. Sorry.
Out of words. See ya!
xxxxxooooo,
N!
Laughing my ass off with friends. Found some idiots with Dea. Ate some pizzas. Watched SpongeBob. Sleep.
Classy, ain't it?
hahaha
xxxxxooooo,
N!
Argh. I'm exhausted. My feet hurts, it feels like it's going to be broken. JK. But seriously, I feel so tired.
This vacation's so not for relaxation. I haven't bought any clothes, I need one! or two, or three.
I'm tired, bye.
xxxxxooooo,
N!
I'm leaving Jakarta tomorrow. I'm going to Singapore for 3 days. I hope it's enough to clear my mind from exams and from all the unimportant things that get into my mind. I'm looking forward to all-time-all-day shopping time. I'm hoping I could get some Band T's and hoodies.
I also bring my math homework to this vacation. 1 thing I mustn't leave behind is math. I don't want to comeback to school on Monday and totally forget about math. I don't want to get another 4 in my math try-outs. It's bad enough to get a 5 at science.
I'm leaving tomorrow at half pass 10. So G-Nite everyone!
xxxxxooooo,
N!
So, next Thursday and Friday are national holiday. I'm going to Singapore. I'm so looking forward to that.
Today, we found out about the prom thingy. All my friends already got their dates, but not me :( Gah, boring.
Actually I haven't got any idea of what I'm going to write today, so I guess this is it! Bye
xxxxxooooo,
N!
Hey, how are you guys? I'm fine but super busy and super lazy. I kinda lost track of what happened in these last 4 days. I've been so lazy, I don't even want to sign in and typed. So, I bought more DVDs yesterday, Michael Clayton, Sweeney Todd, and Alvin and The Chipmunks. I haven't watch any of them. Not yet. I'm saving them for later.
So I have a new idol. JEFFREE STAR <3<3<3. She's so fucking amazing man! She's gorgeous and amazing! I love her portrait tattoo's all over her. As I'm writing this blog, I'm listening to one of her remix song, Don't Cha. Love it! 'You're the queen of mean with million of fans, but you ain't gonna get my man.' love this part of the song.
Here you go my fucking new idol :
xxxxxooooo, N!
1. Fucked up at biology.
2. Got blinded by math
3. My fingers are broken because of writing to many things (Indonesian)
4. I just figured out something mental-breakdown-ing.
5. Have to do a remedial for math
6. Got soaked in the rain
7. Got nothing to eat
8. Got no money left
A very HAPPY day for me. Ecstatic.
xxxxxooooo,
N!
Wow, today is super fun and super exhausted. I think this year is just to exhausting. Loads and loads of event, and exams.
Today we're celebrating our school's 21st anniversary, so the school decided to make a some kind of a party to celebrate it. Because I haven't finished my math and English exams, I have to go to school earlier than everybody. 8 at school. When I first got the question sheet for math, I was like 'What the fuck? 50 numbers? You've got to be kidding me.' But I have no choice, I have to do it. I'm to tired to think so I just fill in whatever I like. After math was English. It's not bad. It's not difficult either.
At 2 o'clock, we went to the back field to start the 'party'. I'm just waiting for my friend's turn, after that I'm no longer want to be at school.
We went to Mahyra's house at 5. We ordered pizza. Arti got a text message from Dito telling us that tonight we'll hunt ghosts again. We got too excited, so we rushed and go back to school at half past 7. We were caught by a teacher that told us to go inside the auditorium. We sneaked out while the other's praying. We met the boys (Gilang, Aruna, Dito, Adit, Marki, and Mirza) at the Junior High School's building. At first we thought that going to the High School's building would be a lot of fun, but there's so many guards, we just cant get in. So we decided, just to go around Junior High School, it's scary enough. When we first got to the third floor, I see what I have seen before, but I'm not used to it. Fuck it, fuck. We had some of scary issues, but at one point all kids starting to joined us, and it's not scary anymore. Try about 15 people around you that screaming 'I'm scared', it's not scary, it'll be more scary if we're quite. Everybody's gone (seriously, I don't know where the hell they went.) Gilang dare me to go upstairs with him, so I accept the challenge. We went to the third floor, and guess what happened. Just after we passed the social room 3, someone or something knocked the door really really loud, we were so freaked out by it, we started running down the hallway and the stairs, without looking back.
After we've arrived downstairs, everyone already making their way to the High School's building, me and Gilang kept up. As we passed the Junior High School's building , I saw someone(something) waving at us from the third floor, in front of the social room. And trust me it's not a REAL LIFE person. I told Gilang, and he saw it too. So it was really there, not my imagination or hallucination.
And then, my sister ruined the fun. She called and wanted to go home. So I went home.
And that's exactly how I end my story for today. Ciao.
xxxxxooooo,
N!
So, I began today with those same old routine that I had for almost 12 years now. I'm getting kinda used to it, although, sometimes I found it hard to wake up early in the morning.
I don't think that school wasn't so exciting, Thalita didn't come, ugh, there are so much things I need to tell her. I think math is ridiculous, biology is stupid, social studies... hm, cool subject, we need that. And Indonesian, well we can speak that language perfectly so fuck it already, but not the teacher, he's the best <3 Recess wasn't the best time either. Me and Aya and Arti counted the money from the acoustic night, we already have 4 million. 3D, 3E, and some of the profits haven't count either. We might get up to 15 million, yeay us! I bought jelly and mineral water for breakfast and eat mashed potatoes for lunch. For social studies, we have to write an essay about money, bank, and international trading. 300 words. I think I did pretty good. For Indonesian, we each have to read a story about a boy who gave up and fatefully live his life. We have to make a summary about it, and then talk about what lessons could we learn from it, and also the confusing things that I don't really get. After I finnished it, I go straight to the parking lot and left. I'm not in the mood to staying late in school.
I laughed so hard in the car, because my sister founds out that we can make chipmunks sound if we fast forwarded the cd, and it sound hillarious! I bought some DVDs today.. The Heartbreak Kid (Ben Stiller), Dedication(Mandy Moore), August Rush(Freddie Highmore), The Forrest Gump(Tom Hanks), and Love Actually(Do I really need to type all the actors and actresses?). I'm not going to watch it today, I'll save it for up-coming boring days.
I spent some quality time with my grandma this afternoon. We made baked macaronni. I like cooking with my grandma, she's such a good cook. Well, my whole family's a good cook. We like to cook all sort of things, pudding, steak, mashed potatoes, cookies, etc.
After cooking, I went to my parents's room to watch Sydney White, and I'm falling over Matt Long all over again. LOL. jk. But really I wish my life was that interesting, and to get a boy like him must be lucky.
I guess this is it, write to you later guys!
xxxxxooooo,
N!
I've been thinking. That's so much things I'll miss when I graduate from Junior High. And don't forget that I've been there since kindergarten, it's not so easy getting used to another place and a whole new people. I'm not just going to change school, I'll also change country, and even a continent. I'm going leave my family and my friends. Well, it's not going to happen for another year but still, a year for me is a blink of an eye. Especially when I seem to enjoy it.
Okay, lets review the things I'm going to miss from my Junior High School :
1. I'm not going to the same school that I've been going to in the last 12 years.
2. I'm not going to meet each and everyone of my friends, daily.
3. I'm not going to see the annoying teachers, that I secretly grateful of.
4. I'm not going to laugh, chat, talked, making fun of someone, and share gossips with my friends anymore (daily).
5. I'm not going to suffer every P.E and make excuses just to get out of it.
6. I'm not going to eat chicken barbecue every Friday.
7. I'm not going to feel those feelings when I'm around my silly friends.
8. I'm going to miss each and every part about Junior High School.
For me, that's a lot of things I gonna have to get used to. But, I know those things are going to happen. That's why I should maximize the time that I have left for them. I really want to graduate with all sort of wonderful things to remember. And I don't want to ever forget each detail of each moment, because it's funny to look back to all things silly and fun when you're down. It makes you more grateful for your life, and you can say 'Hey, my life wasn't that bad. It's actually kind of fun!'. Sure they've made mistake, but we're human, we makes mistake, that's what we do. But they're not worth to forget. I know sometimes, you feel like you want them to just be dead, but think if it's actually happen. You'll regret that you ever wished it. Each and everyone you grow up with are the people who helped you along the way. I'm thankful for that. I still love them, whether they loves me or not. I'm just glad I met them.
xxxxxooooo,
N!
Hey guys. Ugh, I'm bored to death. I'm ready to do whatever fun. I'm just here, sitting on my bed, writing a blog, and eating lychee. I like lychee. It's raining outside, so I cant play with my dog. My mom, dad, and sister are going to only-god-knows-where. Yeah, they left when I'm still sleeping. I'm used to it. So I'm alone in this house. I want a hot coco, but I'm in no mood to get up and make some. Hahaha. I'm bored my msn's error. So really I have nothing to do accept, writing blogs. I haven't take a shower either. Hahaha. Let's just say, today is my day to relax and just go with whatever my heart desire. Wow, where does that words come from? Hahaha.For tomorrow is back with school stuffs. I hate school, well not all of it. But I don't really get the point why we should learn biology or physics. It's not like I want to be a doctor or something. I want to be a PR. I can't wait to get out of that school, and go straight to MIBT so I can choose my own subjects. And I don't have to do P.E!!!!!! Hell yeah! Just fuck up already coach. Gymnastic, or whatsoever are definitely not my thing. Ah, I'm running out of ideas, write to you later bitches.xxxxxooooo,N!
Sorry I haven't write to you these last couple of days, I'm just too lazy. Hahaha.
Okay, let me tell you about yesterday.
Well, over all, yesterday was amazing! I got to see my family again, I haven't seen them since.... Wow I even forgot. So, yesterday we went to our villa in Cijeruk, it's just got renovated! It's now have a swimming pool, 'so-called' playground, and basket ball court.(To see pictures (Click here)) It has been so long since the last time I've been there, and now it's so amazing. First thing I do when I arrived is playing basket ball. Although, I'm not very good at it. Got so caught up in it, we forgot to eat. Haha. But we eat, a lot. After we eat, my grandma's brother called us all, to take picture so this day will last forever. After taking a few shots, I'm back to the court and play more basket ball. He He, that got me, a 'new' tan. hahaha, as if.
I called yesterday a Baby Vaganza, because well, there's so many babies. There's Aslan, Vito, Aubrey, Hania, Amar, and Ashila. Well don't forget the kindergartners. They also bring noise to the villa. I'm so fucked up because, I didn't swim. Turned out that my bag got left in the car and the car already went home. So I can't.
Before we went home, everyone got a gift 'bag'. Well, it's not actually a gift. It's Bananas, Salak, and some veggies. It's grown in our field. It's good.
But, something ruined my whole day. My stomach, it hurts. I spent almost half an hour crying over it. It felt like someone's punching my left stomach. It hurts, like hell. Fuck it.
Okay guys, this is my story for today! See you guys (maybe) tomorrow! Ciao.
xxxxxooooo,
N!
Sorry I haven't write to you guys in 5 days! I've been really sick lately. Ugh, this time it's killing me, noooooooooooooo!
Hahaha, anyways, I've been absent for two days, lucky for me eh? not really, I have to do math and English try out all by myself. fuck.
So..... I'm hoping that I could feel better tomorrow, and the next day, and the next day, and the next day, and so on. I don't want to be sick anymore, because I got the family gathering on Friday, yeay! I've decided to make cupcakes and lollipops for my big family! So I'll buy the things I need tomorrow, after school. Hm, hey you guys, I'm thinking about making a band, an acoustic band, but I don't know if anyone interested.
Argh, my stomach's killing meeeeeeee! I need a painkiller. I gotta go, to bed I hope, see you guys laterr!
xxxxxooooo,
Dizzily N!
