SEE WINDA'S RESULT!!!!!!
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Sunday, August 31, 2008 | 0 Comments
sharing photos
Saturday, August 30, 2008 | 0 Comments
so, last night me and my friend, winda, shared pictures of *wink wink* hot guys hahahahhahaha.
and we agreed, brunette is the best! and i think dirty blonde is second best. hahaha we could be so random sometimes.
it's been raining since this morning here, not that i dont like it, but it made my room pretty cold. I'm so lazy today, i dont know why, i sleep late, wake up late, eat, and stay in front of the computer the whole day through.
i still have one more essay to get through, i'm not really excited about this one, the topic is easy but the process is...... not that difficult, but then again, i'm too lazy.
oh yeah, i've posted new songs here in my blog, do you guys (whoever read this) like it? It's my favorite songs to listen at the moment. I'm so glad my computer is back, now i can listen to my tunes again, gahhh i miss them. hahaha. i miss my ipod, though, my days felt empty without it hahaha. i usually have it with me where ever i go. i felt something completely missing haha.
yesterday night, my mom found my grandma's old clothes and decided to wash them and sell them. I took a look at them and found some really cool stuff! i got a 80's dress, it's like a salsa dress or something, it's so cool, i wore it for the whole night, i showed it to my grandma and she liked it on me, yay! that dress is like older than me bahahaha, but i like it. i'll wear it next time i go to a party. next week, maybe =)
who wants to be my partner in vampire night?
hahaha i just found that old game in a pile of cds in my room. I took it to my playstation, and thank god its still working ;) and i also found my guns! hahahaaha yeah, i was off fighting vampire last night hahaha. i was in the last chapter when i died. aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh, i hate it. so i need a fighting partner, anyone intersted?
i didnt stop playing though, i played guitar hero instead the rock 80's version i guess. i plugged in the guitar but the green and red button wont work, so i have to play with a normal controller. i have to buy another guitar. haha.
and we agreed, brunette is the best! and i think dirty blonde is second best. hahaha we could be so random sometimes.
it's been raining since this morning here, not that i dont like it, but it made my room pretty cold. I'm so lazy today, i dont know why, i sleep late, wake up late, eat, and stay in front of the computer the whole day through.
i still have one more essay to get through, i'm not really excited about this one, the topic is easy but the process is...... not that difficult, but then again, i'm too lazy.
oh yeah, i've posted new songs here in my blog, do you guys (whoever read this) like it? It's my favorite songs to listen at the moment. I'm so glad my computer is back, now i can listen to my tunes again, gahhh i miss them. hahaha. i miss my ipod, though, my days felt empty without it hahaha. i usually have it with me where ever i go. i felt something completely missing haha.
yesterday night, my mom found my grandma's old clothes and decided to wash them and sell them. I took a look at them and found some really cool stuff! i got a 80's dress, it's like a salsa dress or something, it's so cool, i wore it for the whole night, i showed it to my grandma and she liked it on me, yay! that dress is like older than me bahahaha, but i like it. i'll wear it next time i go to a party. next week, maybe =)
who wants to be my partner in vampire night?
hahaha i just found that old game in a pile of cds in my room. I took it to my playstation, and thank god its still working ;) and i also found my guns! hahahaaha yeah, i was off fighting vampire last night hahaha. i was in the last chapter when i died. aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh, i hate it. so i need a fighting partner, anyone intersted?
i didnt stop playing though, i played guitar hero instead the rock 80's version i guess. i plugged in the guitar but the green and red button wont work, so i have to play with a normal controller. i have to buy another guitar. haha.
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Saturday, August 30, 2008 | 0 Comments
This is why I'm happy! This is from my MySpace's inbox.
Thank you, God. I love you.
almost here
Friday, August 29, 2008 | 0 Comments
Ramadhan is almost here, i'm so excited, this is the holly month. in the end of this month, we have to apologize to people and god will forgive us, no matter how big our mistake. it's the start of the new us, sinless (is that a word?). I'd like to apologize to all of you, guys. Forgive me?
Laryngitis is no longer my problem :) I can speak and scream again, hahahaha, life is good.
Last night, my mom, my grandma, my uncle, and i were having dinner. We first talked about grandma's sister's husband whose condition is getting worse :( and the conversation drifted to my grandma's grandpa. I laughed so hard thinking how I didnt know anything my mom/my uncle/my grandma was talking about. They were like 'oh so, datuk' (datuk is what we call our grandpa in padang). It was so much fun!
touched
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 | 0 Comments
I'm going to leave in about 6 months, it's a long time, but, for me it's fast. On my home today, i thought about the things i've been blessed with here in this town, with my family and my friends. I quickly became afraid of the future, although I believe god knows my limit.
i came to think that the scarier part to do is not leaving, it's actually seeing what stays here.
i'm afraid that i'm not going to be strong enough to leave, although i've promised myself i will. I'm afraid that although I'm the one whos leaving, but I'm going to be the one whos get left behind.
it's not them that's going to see me in the airport, it's me that's going to see them left my house. the harder i try to make the best of my times here in jakarta, the harder it gets to leave. the harder i try to ignore the fact that i am leaving, the clearer i see the things i'm going to miss. the family, the friends, the laughter, the argues, the love.
i understand that when i go, i cant just go back home whenever i want to. i'm afraid that if (i hope not) one of my family members 'leaves' us, i cannot be there. or, if something happens to my friends, i cant be there for them, i havent even move and i'm cant be there for my friends, like i used to.
i'm just going to leave all of that to god, i'm sure god knows what i really need and want, i'm sure god will not gave me something i couldnt handle, and i'm sure god love me.
I want this like, right now.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 | 0 Comments
It's Taking Back Bacon Burger Fries.... How delicious does that sound.. + it's from taking back sunday hahaha, I cant wait to try that the next time I go to the states :)
Cyber Donuts
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 | 0 Comments
i want some :(
could it be better?
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 | 0 Comments
study skills + marketing were a blur today, nothing sticks on my mind. ah, i want to go to singapore. I have this looooooong list of books that I want (and need to read).
My grandma's sister's husband's condition is getting worse. I dont get it because, the last time i was there he seemed so healthy. the only thing i can do is pray to god. i dont want to loose any of my family member. at least not now.
oh my god......... something hits my window. I think it's broken. God I'm scared to open the curtain.. Is it just me or am i hearing the 'outside' sounds? Gosh, this is creepy. But again, this house has been standing here since........ my mom and dad didnt know each other! my mom and dad told me about how they use to play scrabble all night in the living room because, he didnt have any money, which i thought was hillarious! it was the exact same living room in this house. it must've been great living here now, it's like teenager all over again (for my parents that is).
hearing your parents' storiess are so much fun! my mom said my dad always came home at 3 am... the reason was -> he's afraid to go home alone at night hahahaha. streets in jakarta (years and years ago) were very empty and scary,we have lots of scary ghosts here. hahahaha. mom said he'll go home at 3-4 am and came back at 7 am! my mom wasnt even awake yet! hahahaha.
i like cuddling up to my grandma and listen to her stories about her life as a kid, how much fun she had even without all this 'technology' and 'modern stuff' and then i go to my grandpa sitting next to him in the living room and listen to his stories about war, and how he tricked the dutch into believing that he's dead :p
oh how i wish i lived in their time, it would be so much fun! family dinner is always fun, stories, stories, stories, and more stories. what i love the most is when all my family will get together on the weekend, my grandparents, their kids, and their grandkids (6 of them :) (including me)) and sat on the dinner table and talked about the past, it was sometimes embarassing but really worthed ♥
i cant possibly think what my life would be without them in my life.
say hi
Monday, August 25, 2008 | 0 Comments
I love my baby :)
her name is Vanilla. She's a two years old cihuahua.
hella sick
Monday, August 25, 2008 | 0 Comments
management class was torturing. i cant concentrate.
ah, short on words.
bye.
sigh......
Sunday, August 24, 2008 | 0 Comments
I, myself totally think that 2008 is (so far) not bad. I graduated, I've got the best birthday party, I've got accepted by MIBT, anberlin & taking back sunday replied my message and the list goes on and on. But, not all people gets the luck, for example...
my cousin is in the hospital, i still dont know why, but it has something to do with lungs
my grandma's sister's husband is in the hospital too, because of his heart
my uncle got this illness that has something to do with brain
my aunt just figured out that she's diabetic
and my friends broke up with his/her gf/bf
but I thank God I have such a good luck. Thank you God with your blessings :)
I need a vacation. I want a vacation. I might ask my grandma to go to Singapore with me, it's been 1 year and 3 months since me and my grandma went to other countries together. My grandma is still (thank you god) healthy enough to go with me, she loves gymnastic! She practices every wednesday. The only reason my mom and dad will let me go is if my grandma agrees to be in a wheelchair hahahahaha. it's a big no, no for her. She thinks she's perfectly happy, but, the it's just for anticipation. I just have to persuade her to use it, although we may not use it ;)
My new house is almost done, only a few more weeks. I might move in around October? After I get home from Japan, of course :) I can't wait! I'm so excited that I'll go to Japan. I always wanted to go there. Oh yeah, and for my room in my new house, I think it's going to be pretty sweet, I like my new house. It's not as big as my current house, but it's so family-ish.
yes
Saturday, August 23, 2008 | 0 Comments
I can't wait until christmas :)
Sound Check
Saturday, August 23, 2008 | 0 Comments
There's something wrong with my voice. Laryngitis. Perfect. I'm tired just to talk. *sigh*
it's 9 am, my lights still off, i'm still in bed wrapped with my bed cover. I'm still tired from last night. I expect myself to sleep for like 12 or maybe 18 hours, but i only sleep for 8 hours..........
and i have nothing left to say.
time moved so fast
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 | 0 Comments
so, i've been very happy,
first reason : i was in the tbs' chatroom with 120+ people in it....... i'm the only indonesian there, and matt rubano notices ♥
second reason : i got B for my management midtest! not bad for a 15 years old brain, is it? thank you god
third reason : i was basically very, very, very bored in my class and decided to make a I ♥ TBS 4EVER with words, i sent it to their myspace, and they replied! i didn't expect them to reply, they're like a super success band and they still got time to reply me
I've been working on my magazine but didn't really make any progress. that's because the error in my computer that makes it impossible for me to use it. i slept almost normal again, yeaya! but i really don't like it, i prefer to be awake at night to morning rather than morning to night. my ipod died........... i dont really get it why it dies, but it did. they said there's some dirt inside of my ipod, that made the blablablablablabla (technical words) wont work.. i have to buy a new ipod.... mehhh..... i cant never have an ipod for more than 1 and a half year. maybe it's time to give up the technology? hhahaha nah..
but seriously, the stupid error on my computer, death of my ipod because of some dirts, and the broken enter on my laptop, oooooohhhh and....... my Wii that stops itself when it gets hot......
technology......... you're killing me!
oohh ooohh! i know what i want to write!
last Sunday, i went to Panic! At The Disco's concert. here's the story......
so.... me and my sister (and winda too) waited for almost 4 hours, we figured we should go early so we'll get the front row, apparently, so did everybody else......... we ran in (hahaha yeah, we really did run), and got the third row.. hmm not so bad i thought to myself. 2 hours standing. the crowd started filling the room and forced themselves to be on the front row.
the suckish changcuters was the opening act. i dont know them, to be honest. their 'fan' starting to jump and push people anddddd thennn........ there were victims, my sister was the first to go, i stayed for two songs and i couldnt handle it anymore. after staying at the bs for a long time (catching up breath, healing the headache, and everything) we went back (me, my sister, and two other girls who were also the victims). i found winda and then we went up to the tribune, so we'll be safe.
the fuckiest thing ever was, after the changcuters (or wtv), the crowd stopped pushing or whatever that was called. i dont really know ptad's song so i just sit and yawn haha.
the concert gave me 4 bruises and scars. my left hand is suffering. aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh.
that suckish event, eventually payed off by again, matt rubano, management midtest, and taking back sunday <3
aahhh, i dont know what will i do without them..... hahahaha
AP!
Monday, August 11, 2008 | 0 Comments
It's 5 am, too late for sleep, but, too early for bath time. It's time to pray. I'm going to pray, because, I want my wishes to come true, although, i know god knew that not everything I want is good for me. I leave that to him =)
I slept at 12 am last night, early for me, eh? Not really.
I havent slept since 10 p.m the other night, I've been awake 25 hours. Ha, ha. New records. Yay! I slept for 20 hours, meaning, I woke up at 6 pm. Because, two of my cousins. chrased in and woke me. Yesterday was a family night. It was fun!
I'm doing a project right now, I think, I'm going to name it Alethea Project, I like the sound of it ;) By the way, it's a business me and my friend are doing, it doesnt exist, YET, but will (i hope). It will sell indie label's cd and unsigned EPs, if they're willing to send some of it to us. I think it's going to be pretty legit. Help me to make it exist! What you can do is pretty simple, include it in your prays, it means a lot ;)
3 hours to management's class. I'M IN NO MOOD. Seriously, I lost my interests for it. I just want to get through it and went to Melbourne earlier. Hey, at least I'll have a new routine ;D
I think Imma go pray now
=)
PRE-ORDER!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, August 09, 2008 | 0 Comments
Windows Vista
Thursday, August 07, 2008 | 0 Comments
The term 'end' does not exist in forever.
Sunday, August 03, 2008 | 0 Comments
I would like to say, with all my heart...
I MISS MY BEST FRIENDS.
I really miss them. I wish I could see them everyday again. There's so much that I want to tell them, so many stories i want to share, so many pictures i want to take. :(
I couldnt stand a day without talking to one of you guys.
We met sometimes in the first year of Junior High. But, I met DEA long before I could speak english. Back in the pre-k. I want her glass' shoes. :D Thalita, Dea, and I were classmates back in the 7th grade. We werent best friends right away. Somehow, we became so much closer, and we have tons of fun together. Ah, I remember hiding in Pak Cholid's class when everybody was praying. I remember everything clearly. I miss those times. The 7b farewell was held in Aston Rasuna's apartment, which now have become our tradition. But, we cant do it anymore, since I'm moving to Australia. We passed 7th grade. We went to 8th grade. Dea and I were in the same class, but Thalita wasnt. She's in 8e. We're in 8b. That stops us? Definetely not. We still hang out a lot. Between classes and break time were our time to meet up and shared everything that's been going on in our class. Each year we threw a surprise birthday party for each of us, me, dea and thalita. within our 2 years of friendship, they were always there for me, bad times or good times, we have our ups and downs but that clearly doesnt matter. we were always there for each other. forever we promised. The 8th grade couldnt pass any faster, we were now in 9th grade.
Again, dea and i ended up in the same class, 9c. thalita was in 9a. In this class, I became best friends with Mahyra and Arti. me and mahyra has so much things in common, especially our celebrity worship syndrome. I called her once and cried over martin bennett johnson, she was there for me, she even cried along with me. i couldnt be anymore happier. then, i found my lovely arti. we LOVE english and books and boys. we used to talk all night, we didnt have anyone 'special' at the moment so we talked about our dogs...... HAHAHAH. random, i know. she's my english partner, biology partner, physics partner, and singing partner. we do almost everything together. she gave me the best advice. thalita, dea, mahyra, arti and me spent almost every single break time together. talking and laughing. that's the most unforgetable part. we became the best of friends. we went trough rough time together, spent the happy times together, and make this boring life, well, unboring. we were there for each other, wether we realize it, or not. we're willing to help each other through anything. i missed each any every one of them. on graduation day, we were told that we all graduate junior high. we were screaming and laughing and were proud that we were now a high school students. then, it hits me. we were no longer going to the same school. i'll be going to a foundation class in mibt, arti was going to be a freshman in tarakanita, and thalita, dea, and mahyra was going to be a freshman in alizhar. I'm so used to them, i dont what i'll do without them. I clearly dont want to loose them. Our junior high school's memories arent just a film that's going to fade within the time.
Everything reminds me of them, that's because everything are related to them. we talked about everything, make fun of everything, and done everything fun. we had our flour fights, we baked cupcakes, we made bands, we spent 5 hours on the phone talking, we made a stupid video, we played dress up, we wrote STORIES, we've done everything.
I thank god for giving me such a great friends, sisters even. I dont want this to ever changed. We promised to be best friends forever. We are going to be housemates when we grow up. We are going to be work partners. We are going to be a film which the characters remain best friends for 30 years. Our children will be friends, and we'll tell them about our times together, how much fun we had, and they'll think we're dorks back then, but they'll admire how much fun we had even when we went to different schools, and even continent ;') they will share our stories to their friends, just like we shared our stories about what our parents used to do back then. Maybe we'll used the names we've prepared for our children, who knows?
We were meant to be best friends, not enemies.
When I leave, I KNOW that this will remain like this forever. Even if our time diffrenece are 4 hours, and my continent change, and my language change. our friendship will never change ;')
we said forever, and the last time I check, there's no end in forever.
I love you guys. You're the bestest friends god has ever given me.
Thank you for being you.
the moon is sun, the sun is moon
Saturday, August 02, 2008 | 0 Comments
Hi,
I just woke up at 1 am. that's because I didnt sleep until 4 pm.
Let me recap what I do yesterday,
I didnt sleep but pretended to sleep just 2 minutes before mom woke me up. my mom & dad was going to Macau yesterday morning, I had a marketing test this morning so I took a quick shower and then studied. ahhaha last minute, i know.
i went to school early and then when i opened the test. 'I KNOW ALL THE ASWER and i can fly' nah, totally bogus.
me and my friends ended up with 25 questions that we finished within an hour. 9 a.m and we didnt know where to go.
we decided to go to mall taman anggrek, we arrived, and the light was still off. none of the store was open, the esculator havent even start hahahahahaha. we chatted in jco for a while and then went home.
But, me and winda went to plaza senayan to watch a movie called Oh My God. Let me tell ya, it was a waste of money. I slept about 10 minutes before the movie ended, my friend didnt wake me hahaha, i missed the ending. Yah, well, what do you expect from a girl who havent sleep in 14 hours. i went home. went to sleep and woke up at 1 am.
yah..... that's my topsyturvy life hahahaha.
