1. Stop 'seeing' him.
By this I mean, stop talking, listening, seeing, dreaming, and thinking. This seems to work out quite well at first. But it blew up. Fail.
2. Find a healthy environment.
But, where? This, I've got to wait until next year.
3. New guy.
Oh yes, I think this is the most reliable trick. Hahaha. It's what happen with every guy right, I mean, from years and years ago? I can forget them now, or at least forget the feeling I've had for them, that's because of the new guy. Sadly, no one caught my eye.
4. Delete my novel.
Oh no f-ing way. 65 pages is worth waaaaaay more than that. Although, I know it'll help me a lot.
5. Hate him.
Already tried. Reasons to hate, I could write thousands. But what the heck, I cant hate him.
I prayed once, I regret doing this, 'God, if there's ever a chance for me to be with him, please dont let me forget him.' Oh how God heard my prayer.
6. Concentrate on school-work.
Hah. Boy or no boy, I still couldnt do this. Hahahaha.
7. Cut with the 'love' non-sense.
Back to what makes me dream, disney-love films, romatic novels, love songs. But, I'm a girl, those things made me.
8. Meet him once.
And I'll know what he really likes. I dont know why, but I have a feeling he'll be super darn arrogant. If it's true, I might hate him. I said, might.
9. Stop using the internet.
Uh huh, the only thing that conect me to him. Sadly, I'm addicted to the internet, curse you technology! Hahaha, kidding.
10. Move on.
Believe that this is just a dream and couldnt be anymore than that. Oh my, I still believe in miracles, and God's power. For God, making things is just as easy as flipping a hand. Who knows if I pray a lot, God'll grant me my wishes. I know it works.
Bottom line is. Try to forget him. Hah.
Tried it, Failed, Tried it again, Failed again.
So, what should I do now?
By this I mean, stop talking, listening, seeing, dreaming, and thinking. This seems to work out quite well at first. But it blew up. Fail.
2. Find a healthy environment.
But, where? This, I've got to wait until next year.
3. New guy.
Oh yes, I think this is the most reliable trick. Hahaha. It's what happen with every guy right, I mean, from years and years ago? I can forget them now, or at least forget the feeling I've had for them, that's because of the new guy. Sadly, no one caught my eye.
4. Delete my novel.
Oh no f-ing way. 65 pages is worth waaaaaay more than that. Although, I know it'll help me a lot.
5. Hate him.
Already tried. Reasons to hate, I could write thousands. But what the heck, I cant hate him.
I prayed once, I regret doing this, 'God, if there's ever a chance for me to be with him, please dont let me forget him.' Oh how God heard my prayer.
6. Concentrate on school-work.
Hah. Boy or no boy, I still couldnt do this. Hahahaha.
7. Cut with the 'love' non-sense.
Back to what makes me dream, disney-love films, romatic novels, love songs. But, I'm a girl, those things made me.
8. Meet him once.
And I'll know what he really likes. I dont know why, but I have a feeling he'll be super darn arrogant. If it's true, I might hate him. I said, might.
9. Stop using the internet.
Uh huh, the only thing that conect me to him. Sadly, I'm addicted to the internet, curse you technology! Hahaha, kidding.
10. Move on.
Believe that this is just a dream and couldnt be anymore than that. Oh my, I still believe in miracles, and God's power. For God, making things is just as easy as flipping a hand. Who knows if I pray a lot, God'll grant me my wishes. I know it works.
Bottom line is. Try to forget him. Hah.
Tried it, Failed, Tried it again, Failed again.
So, what should I do now?
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