well, after 5 days of staying inside the apartment, i could breathe some fresh air last friday and went to St. Kilda and Richmond.
today... i went to chadstone and had dinner at sofia. pretty good day, i suppose.
by the way, the word hatred and fake seems to be around my head all day long, no, all week long.
just thought i'd let them know, our life is a competition, i'm already one step forward, and just to remind you, i will win. i might not have the essentials that you have now, but i'm sure i'm strong enough to keep going on. i will be stronger than you. my life without you wouldn't be a waste. if i could find better version of you, i would kick you away. like you did to me.
unfortunately, i am not that kind of person, i am not you.
i grew, because of you. and because of your mistakes.
"4 am there's someone on your shoulder
they call, when its suddenly cold
you're like an autumn's leaf in winter's wind
blown away by the sudden lack of friends when you need someone close
don't give me lies of gold intentions..."

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