Again with the September thing,

Thursday, September 04, 2008 | 0 Comments

Well, today wasnt that bad actually. But, I fear my emotion is rather sensitive this moth, I have no idea why, I hope this is a sign that October will be a good month, maybe? maybe.
the good part of the day:
after lonly days and boring evenings, my friends came to my house today! We had so much fun, its been a long time since we three sat down in my room, doing nothing except talking and laughing, and as usual, dea fell asleep. bahahahha. always. always. too bad thalita has to leave early!
dea and i played scrabble, disney scrabble, sure at first we used disney's word, but we gave up eventually bahaha. i knew i was going to lose so i stopped the game :)

the bad part of the day:
i couldnt actually know, after they left i felt a sudden emptiness. haha. cheesy. but seriously, like whoa, im alone. and that made me think about a lot of things, especially the future, but then i came to think, hey maybe i wont make it to the future? just a thought, but it creeps me.

Sigh........ by the way, dea found this site, it tells us about our sign basically, and this is what they write about Taurus;

Patient and reliable
Warmhearted and loving
Persistent and determined
Placid and security loving

On the dark side....
Jealous and possessive
Resentful and inflexible
Self-indulgent and greedy

how true, how true...... some people is smart. smart indeed.

all you lucky people in the us

Thursday, September 04, 2008 | 0 Comments



So jealous! I wish I could come!

pppff.

Wednesday, September 03, 2008 | 0 Comments

i woke up late today, 6:13.
i was on my way to school when i got a text message saying that my teacher is sick and there will be no class. i woke up for nothing. mehh. i went back home and slept for 9 hours bahahaha, yay me.
oohh, danger is my middle name is playing on my iTunes right now, random, i know.

i dont have anything smart to say right now,
except how absolutely charming James McAvoy is.

See, I'm stuck again.
Oh well, I shall write to you tomorrow then ;)

I'd like to keep them

Tuesday, September 02, 2008 | 0 Comments

Wake me up when September ends.

Tuesday, September 02, 2008 | 0 Comments

It's been two days in September, and in those two days I've been crying. depression and vain hopes were around me. I'm feeling so vulnerable. I have a feeling that september wont be a very good month for me, judging from the very start of the month..
i'm so, so, so ready to move out of this town. i really want to left behind some things that i personally think are wasting my precious time. I want to start over, do over this whole thing, which i think is impossible if i stay here. it's not going to be easy to leave, but, its not easy to stay too.
i cant wait for october, sorry september people, not that i want to skip you, but seriously, i have a bad feeling for september, especially for me,
IF, september turns out to be what I predicted it would be, I would be glad to tell my self, that I'll get away to Japan very soon, as soon as september ends. hope 'it' wont follow me. i couldnt handle it, still.
in conclusion,
i want to know how september turns out for me, will it be exciting? depressing? boring? flat? i guess, i couldnt sleep and wake up when it ends like greenday said, I just have to go through it like every other month....
happy early birthday for all you septemberians (is that a word?) oh well, you get the idea,
especially for my darling Nadya, my twin =) happy early birthdaaaaaaaaaaayyyy
her birthday is on saturday, 6th september!

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