SEE WINDA'S RESULT!!!!!!
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Saturday, August 30, 2008 | 0 Comments
so, last night me and my friend, winda, shared pictures of *wink wink* hot guys hahahahhahaha.
and we agreed, brunette is the best! and i think dirty blonde is second best. hahaha we could be so random sometimes.
it's been raining since this morning here, not that i dont like it, but it made my room pretty cold. I'm so lazy today, i dont know why, i sleep late, wake up late, eat, and stay in front of the computer the whole day through.
i still have one more essay to get through, i'm not really excited about this one, the topic is easy but the process is...... not that difficult, but then again, i'm too lazy.
oh yeah, i've posted new songs here in my blog, do you guys (whoever read this) like it? It's my favorite songs to listen at the moment. I'm so glad my computer is back, now i can listen to my tunes again, gahhh i miss them. hahaha. i miss my ipod, though, my days felt empty without it hahaha. i usually have it with me where ever i go. i felt something completely missing haha.
yesterday night, my mom found my grandma's old clothes and decided to wash them and sell them. I took a look at them and found some really cool stuff! i got a 80's dress, it's like a salsa dress or something, it's so cool, i wore it for the whole night, i showed it to my grandma and she liked it on me, yay! that dress is like older than me bahahaha, but i like it. i'll wear it next time i go to a party. next week, maybe =)
who wants to be my partner in vampire night?
hahaha i just found that old game in a pile of cds in my room. I took it to my playstation, and thank god its still working ;) and i also found my guns! hahahaaha yeah, i was off fighting vampire last night hahaha. i was in the last chapter when i died. aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh, i hate it. so i need a fighting partner, anyone intersted?
i didnt stop playing though, i played guitar hero instead the rock 80's version i guess. i plugged in the guitar but the green and red button wont work, so i have to play with a normal controller. i have to buy another guitar. haha.
and we agreed, brunette is the best! and i think dirty blonde is second best. hahaha we could be so random sometimes.
it's been raining since this morning here, not that i dont like it, but it made my room pretty cold. I'm so lazy today, i dont know why, i sleep late, wake up late, eat, and stay in front of the computer the whole day through.
i still have one more essay to get through, i'm not really excited about this one, the topic is easy but the process is...... not that difficult, but then again, i'm too lazy.
oh yeah, i've posted new songs here in my blog, do you guys (whoever read this) like it? It's my favorite songs to listen at the moment. I'm so glad my computer is back, now i can listen to my tunes again, gahhh i miss them. hahaha. i miss my ipod, though, my days felt empty without it hahaha. i usually have it with me where ever i go. i felt something completely missing haha.
yesterday night, my mom found my grandma's old clothes and decided to wash them and sell them. I took a look at them and found some really cool stuff! i got a 80's dress, it's like a salsa dress or something, it's so cool, i wore it for the whole night, i showed it to my grandma and she liked it on me, yay! that dress is like older than me bahahaha, but i like it. i'll wear it next time i go to a party. next week, maybe =)
who wants to be my partner in vampire night?
hahaha i just found that old game in a pile of cds in my room. I took it to my playstation, and thank god its still working ;) and i also found my guns! hahahaaha yeah, i was off fighting vampire last night hahaha. i was in the last chapter when i died. aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh, i hate it. so i need a fighting partner, anyone intersted?
i didnt stop playing though, i played guitar hero instead the rock 80's version i guess. i plugged in the guitar but the green and red button wont work, so i have to play with a normal controller. i have to buy another guitar. haha.
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Saturday, August 30, 2008 | 0 Comments
This is why I'm happy! This is from my MySpace's inbox.
Thank you, God. I love you.
almost here
Friday, August 29, 2008 | 0 Comments
Ramadhan is almost here, i'm so excited, this is the holly month. in the end of this month, we have to apologize to people and god will forgive us, no matter how big our mistake. it's the start of the new us, sinless (is that a word?). I'd like to apologize to all of you, guys. Forgive me?
Laryngitis is no longer my problem :) I can speak and scream again, hahahaha, life is good.
Last night, my mom, my grandma, my uncle, and i were having dinner. We first talked about grandma's sister's husband whose condition is getting worse :( and the conversation drifted to my grandma's grandpa. I laughed so hard thinking how I didnt know anything my mom/my uncle/my grandma was talking about. They were like 'oh so, datuk' (datuk is what we call our grandpa in padang). It was so much fun!
touched
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 | 0 Comments
I'm going to leave in about 6 months, it's a long time, but, for me it's fast. On my home today, i thought about the things i've been blessed with here in this town, with my family and my friends. I quickly became afraid of the future, although I believe god knows my limit.
i came to think that the scarier part to do is not leaving, it's actually seeing what stays here.
i'm afraid that i'm not going to be strong enough to leave, although i've promised myself i will. I'm afraid that although I'm the one whos leaving, but I'm going to be the one whos get left behind.
it's not them that's going to see me in the airport, it's me that's going to see them left my house. the harder i try to make the best of my times here in jakarta, the harder it gets to leave. the harder i try to ignore the fact that i am leaving, the clearer i see the things i'm going to miss. the family, the friends, the laughter, the argues, the love.
i understand that when i go, i cant just go back home whenever i want to. i'm afraid that if (i hope not) one of my family members 'leaves' us, i cannot be there. or, if something happens to my friends, i cant be there for them, i havent even move and i'm cant be there for my friends, like i used to.
i'm just going to leave all of that to god, i'm sure god knows what i really need and want, i'm sure god will not gave me something i couldnt handle, and i'm sure god love me.
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