Hellooooooooooooooooooo,
I havent update this thing since 3 months ago. pheew, I guess I'm just too busy doing stuffs.
So,
I'M NO LONGER A JHS MWHAHAHAHHAHA. That's the most important thing. I'm so happy but still kinda sad, yes, friends and everything. Now, I'm moving on to foundation class and have new friends. When I'm moving to diploma, I'm so not going to choose management. It's driving me CRAZY. Enough talking about school or academic, I'm having a headache.
Okay, I know I'm late but I'm obsessed with Twilight series. God, I spent a whole day reading that book, I just cant put it down. And now, I'm also obsessed with vampires, wooo. Nah, I like them from a long time ago.
Getting serious now......... About something that's familiar to all of us, love.
I'm sick, very sick of what I'm feeling now. Really. Most people said that I'm just over reacting. I'M NOT. They think I'm exaggerating. I'M NOT. They dont know how it feels to be me, to be in love with someone that you cant have, obviously. Dont they think I want to stop it too? It's not the best feeling you know. When you woke up in the morning, wishing for something that needed miracle to happen. To go to school with hope that he would notice you somehow on this virtual world called 'internet' and when you go home and check on it, you find nothing. To see his face only through photograph. It's frustrating you know. Depressing. But I just cant stop! Fuck it. I'm addicted to him. There's no way I could completely forget him. No way, NO WAY.
I shouldnt watch romance and fantasy too many times, it wasted my time. I obviously live in my dreams.
If I live in the reality, would it be much much happier or it would make me more miserable? I havent got the chance to find out, hopefully, when I move out of this town... the feeling wouldnt follow me and I know I would do whatever it takes to leave this feeling behind.
xxxxxooooo,
N!
Hello people of all ages!I havent been here since I guess almost a month ago. I just got so fucking busy, you know exams and such. I still update my myspace thoughI know national exams's only a week away but I dont want to miss any of the fun stuffSocial Calendar:4/26 : Disney On Ice4/27 : 17th Party4/28 : Doing something, thats a secret4/29 : Pray GathAnyways, I'm obssessed with dolls. ANY kind of doll or some of you called it stuffed dolls, or plush or something. You got the idea right? Hahaha. After all, that's the important thing to know.I'm giving you the idea of what you could get me for my birthday next month!!! MAY 19 people, dont forget. MAY 19. Hahahahahaha.My parents are in Hong Kong right now so jealous. they said theres a store only for disney and sanrio's stuff. I HAVE TO GO THERE! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHxxxxxooooo,N!
Hey, I just got home from Baba's party at Mahyra's house. It was so much fun!! I wish I could do that everyday just parties after parties! Ah, it would be so much fun! I'll post pictures on facebook and buzznet. Go check it out :)That's all for now, so tired.xxxxxooooo,N!
Hey, I'm sorry I haven't write since Sunday. Monday and Tuesday were super busy. We're talking about try outs here. I got D on math. I'm still happy, I thought I'll fail, again. I got A on English, not really happy because I set my standard to A+ and I really feel that I'd aced the test. But well, A's enough. Tomorrow's science. I like Biology especially when Mr. A taught me. And uh, I hate physics. HATE it. Super useless.
I couldn't get any rest for this month, after try outs. We have EHB. Shit. Do you know that there will be a writing test for computer? Fuck it aight? I think I'll lose my mind.
On Friday, I'll go to Mahyra's house for a tea party! It's actually a birthday party for Baba. Baba's Mahyra's doll. And yesterday is his 6th month (doll time) birthday. All my best friends are invited, including our dolls. I'll bring MJ, Dea'll bring Pucca, Thalita'll bring Stitch, and I know which doll Anin'll bring. I'm so looking forward to Friday!
P.S : Wish me luck for tomorrow!
xxxxxooooo,
N!
