I wish I could get into a car and be on the road.
Driving and thinking, it seems that my mind works well when I'm moving.
Plus, the motion carried me to sleep.
I just want to run away for awhile. Unfortunately, I really can't do that.
Been translated+shortened(talk about (censored for every body's sake)'s last post,
W: He said that? What a show off.
N: Yes. (talk about the exact post), I think I'm going crazy. All I know it's supposed to be a private thing.
W: And still, you wait for a person like that?
N: I'm so tired. What the hell is wrong with him??
W: I think he made (censored for every body's sake), so he could talk about those things (that's possibly, mostly, bad).
Maybe God wants to show you that he's not worth crushing.N: Yeah, I'm sure God has his plan... Must I suffer this much? It's supposed to be a turn off, but noooooooope, curse my feelings.
W: We're suppose to master ourselves, that's
your choice to be happy.
N: Am I putting
too much faith in my prayers?
W: What's the background of your prayers? Is that what YOU want or what GOD wants?
N: I don't even know what God wants, it's too difficult for me to figure out. Hope, then no hope. I wish I could just run away.
W:
What God wants is simply the best for His children, maybe at first, its not like what you hoped for, but in the end we're going to be amazed. Now change your prayers, not "God I want this and that to happen," but "God, I believe you love me and want the best for me, help me to be ready to accept whatever you give me." Good luck amigo!
Now that's and advice.
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